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You're a bit... Go a bit...
There, that's the spot.

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Don't worry.

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Rolling.

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Okay, Antonio, ready.

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When you hear "action".

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Okay.

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Pay close attention to...

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More than singing loud now,
Antonio, in this part...

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Get up on the rock
and sing looking at the sea.

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Good, great, great.

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A thorn stuck...

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on the top of my mountain...

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and a cloud settled...

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on my...

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on my spider's web.

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God knows

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what happened, happened,
happened.

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You know what my pain is.

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Oh, please, give me warmth.

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Alba, you sing. Sing, Alba.

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Come on, now you, Alba.

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And a thorn stuck

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on the top of my mountain...

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and a cloud settled...

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on my spider's web.

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And God knows what happened,

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it's written on my insides.

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-What do you want?
-The purse.

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What?

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What do you want?

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Dad.

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I was a bit angry with him
when he died.

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Were those the final
memories with him?

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Yes.

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Do you, of that day...?

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Your mother told you
that Dad went to heaven...

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-Yes.
-You have no memory?

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Not of that day, because...

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I had no farewell,
I didn't go to the funeral.

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Until I was much older
I didn't go to the cemetery.

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The whole singing thing
is about that.

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This is part of that process of....

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trying to understand,
to understand him,

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his way of living
and his way of dying

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FLOWERS FOR ANTONIO

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DRAWINGS, SONGS, DEMOS AND SOUNDS
FROM THE UNRELEASED TAPES OF ANTONIO

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One, two, three...

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Listen, have you thought about...

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singing at Dad's concert?

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Think about it.

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Yeah, well, let's see.

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Think about it because
you may regret it later.

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I understand that it's
what people expect, but...

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Yes, it's logical that his daughter
sings a song, you know?

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But, that aside,

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the last time I did it was
with you twenty years ago,

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singing one of Dad's songs.
And I had an awful time, remember.

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-If I did do it...
-It's not about singing incredibly,

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it's about singing with
all the love you have for him.

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We've never done
a tribute concert.

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-It wasn't done at the time.
-It wasn't brought up, no.

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I saw that the years
were going by and...

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we hadn't done anything

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-with Dad's music. So...
-I understand, Mom.

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Look, aren't you planning a concert?

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Then I'll do a documentary,
starting now.

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-The camera's covered.
-Oh, shit.

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Did you see? A whole crew
appears as if by magic

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to do... da-dah!

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-So?
-So...

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Wait, wait, wait.

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Action.

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My son was born
the prettiest boy in the world.

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Dark eyes, chubby.
Divine, divine.

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This is just an album
from when Dad was born.

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It's newspapers and newspapers.
"Loliyo was born".

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Loliyo?

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That's great, amazing.

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That aside, it was also
a jam-packed baptism.

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Aline Quintanilla, your father's
godmother, was at the baptism.

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-She was a spy, wasn't she?
-The American spy.

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Antonio Ordóñez,
his godfather, a bullfighter.

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-Ava Gardner.
-Ava Gardner.

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-Did Frank Sinatra go?
-No, Frank Sinatra didn't.

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Ava Gardner was no longer
with Frank Sinatra.

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Looking at all of Dad's songs,
it's funny that...

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he wrote about a lot of things,

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but there don't seem to be
any from his childhood,

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which I've been asked about. To be able
to understand how he was as a boy too.

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I was born with it.
As soon as I was born,

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coming out of my mom's vagina,
they took a photo of me.

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I was reluctantly famous.
"There goes Lola Flores' boy".

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I saw my mom every 6 months,
she'd come, bring me presents,

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take me to parties,
she taught me what love was,

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what it was to love your family.

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Things I wasn't taught in school.

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These are my children.

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These are my best trophies,
my best awards.

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I remember a happy childhood
by my brother's side.

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Very happy, very spoiled,
very loved, very protected.

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There was enough discipline, but...

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not a very strict one.

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So we were
very free, very wild,

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because my house was art,

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partying, joy, love.

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-We were children of artists.
-Of course.

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Yes, but that was as important
as studying.

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No,
it was more important than studying.

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In the house of Lola Flores
there were two options:

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you lasted two days
or stayed for the rest of your life.

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Because it wasn't a normal house,

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it was a house of nerves.

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There were five or six people,
who were the family,

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or there were thirty.

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We never knew
what was going to happen.

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What was my father like
when you knew him?

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Your father was a bohemian,
very noble, the best in the house.

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He was out of the ordinary.

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He liked to paint, he made collages.

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-He was very creative.
-He painted very well,

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you wouldn't believe
the caricatures he did.

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Then he was a great athlete,

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everything he did in gymnastics
he did well.

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What sports did he do?

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For example, if we water-skied
in Marbella, he skied well.

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If we went to tennis,
he'd play well.

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He played football,

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because Dad took him to Real Madrid
to play, and he was good.

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What would you like to do
when you grow up? Look there.

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-An engineer and a footballer.
-Engineer and a what?

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-And a footballer.
-We're going to be millionaires, right?

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YOUR FATHER ANTONIO GONZÁLEZ "EL PESCAÍLLA"

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Granddad taught Dad
to play the guitar.

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-Yeah?
-When he was twelve or so

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Dad was already telling him:
"You have to pick up the guitar".

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My brother did so and Dad
would teach him his chords.

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In the movie "El Taxi de los
Conflictos", in which she dances,

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Antonio is keeping rhythm
with a guitar bigger than him.

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He'd start to do something
and really look into it.

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He's a lot like you that way.

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I knew your father because
he went to LAE School.

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YOUR FRIEND CHIRRO

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I had friends there
and we'd meet there.

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Did you know who he was
when you met him?

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Yes, I knew he was
Lola Flores' son, of course.

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-And we called him "Lolo".
-Lolo?

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"Lolo". We'd call Antonio "Lolo".

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Here I am. Hello, hello.

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We used to sneak
into the hotel pools

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and then, my brother and I,
as soon as we were in the hotel

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splashing into the pool,
the pool guy was like...

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"You, out! You, out!".
To my brother and me.

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None of our friends
ever got caught.

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My brother would say to me:
"You got kicked out again?

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Why did they kick you out?
Fuck, you always get caught."

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I'd say: "They always get you too!
It was for being Gypsies.

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Your father was a Gypsy,
one of the first Gypsies

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who were rockers.

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YOUR BUDDY ANTONIO CARMONA

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He'd suddenly kiss you
on the lips

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and I'd say: "Antonio,
Gypsies don't do that.

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Don't kiss me on the lips".

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And he'd do it again,
give you a smacker.

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He had the life he wanted.

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When you met him, did he
already want to be a musician?

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He always did, yes.

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He always wanted to be
a singer, a rock musician.

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He'd hold your hand like this
and start playing it

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as if he had a guitar, because
you were outside with no guitar.

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He'd say, "Look what I made up",
and he'd sing you a song.

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Maybe we'd be out partying,
having dinner, I don't know,

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and your grandma would call
and say:

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"Where are you?
You left without telling me".

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Or we'd be in Pachá

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and she'd come out
partying where we were.

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That was where I met Lola.

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The day I met her
really impacted me

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because, of course,
meeting Lola Flores was...

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Action!

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I don't want anyone
touching my vineyards!

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-Mom...
-For some reason I am...

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-I'm your lawyer.
-... Doña Dolores Channing.

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I'm an artist.
A myth. I'm an idol.

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No, I'm not ordinary,
that's the truth.

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What was the relationship between
my father and grandmother like?

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More than mother and son, friends.
It was a grand thing.

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I can't explain it.

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Someone with a higher education
should explain it,

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because I can explain it
as just a guy.

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They were one and the same person.

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-That's my mom.
-We both had the same idea.

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-You look alike, now you do.
-You look like me.

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You'd better look like me.
Do you look like each other?

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-Not me.
-Look at me. Come here.

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Dad and I do. Look, come.

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Oh, my granddad!

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That profile is something else.
And the other profile?

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-I can't see the profile.
-No, but...

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No, no, this one's better.
So he learns.

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-That's better, Antonio. The right one.
-This is mine. This is mine.

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-The right one is your best side.
-This is mine.

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No, this one...

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-Yes.
-Mine's the right one.

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-This is the profile.
-For me, which one? This?

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Put this one on for me...

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My parents, coming back from America,
would bring lots of records.

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I remember being on the terrace
we had in María de Molina,

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we had a record player there,
so my brother and I...

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We'd listen to everything.
I recall James Brown's "Sex Machine"

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because, sure, we'd listen to
music that wasn't heard yet.

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We're going to talk about Antonio,

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that man who has
the courage to be a rocker

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and was born into an eminently
non-rocker family.

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The image of Antonio
in the street wasn't...

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what he felt at home.

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So I analyzed it all pretty well,

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saw what I wanted to do, and began to
have friends who were always older than me.

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Payos as well,
that is, non-Gypsies.

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They introduced me to music,
to the Stones,

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to Status Quo, when they were...

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I'm interested in that music,
there's something that moves me.

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And until you get older...

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The first record you buy
is that music.

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I was knocked out
by the electric guitar.

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First I bought a drum kit
when I was ten,

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the Three Kings gave it to me,

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and I picked up the guitar, saying:
"I'm going to compose". I wrote

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"No Dudaría".

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If I could forget everything I was,

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if I could erase everything I saw,

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I wouldn't hesitate,

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I wouldn't hesitate to laugh again.

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If I could explain the lives I took,

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if I could burn the weapons I used,

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I wouldn't hesitate,

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I wouldn't hesitate to laugh again.

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"No Dudaría" suddenly came on
on the radio

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and that was when
I suddenly thought:

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"That's funny, a hippie now?".

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It was the 80s,

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everyone was into the latest thing,

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it seemed like nothing existed
before the Ramones,

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and suddenly Antonio appeared.

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He'd talk to you
about blues, Jimi Hendrix,

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with a totally old-fashioned
aesthetic at one point,

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with his overalls and long hair...

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He was striking in that sense,

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very much his own man.

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I promise to see the joy,

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to learn from the experience,

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but never...

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ever to use violence again.

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He was upset because they'd
put in lots of violins, and whatever,

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and he wanted drums,
guitar, bass,

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and not the "philharmonic"

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-that they'd recorded.
-Sure.

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He didn't like the first record
because of that.

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...two, three and...

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We had to obey at first.
They gave us a producer,

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and arranger,
whether you liked it or not.

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He wanted a different sound,
a sound that was him.

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Again, let's see.

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I think he wanted
to do it himself,

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but he wasn't quite ready yet.

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Sure, he saw himself
more as a rocker.

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Hey, for sure.

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They put him in the countryside,
but his pose...

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I don't want anyone telling me

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what I have to do or not

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or anyone running my life

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because I'm how I should be.

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Did you sing when you were little?

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I do remember starting
to sing blues with my father,

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but very shortly before he died.

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Maybe a year before he died.

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-How old were you?
-Eight.

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Then, after he died,
I do remember that...

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my family already knew...

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since my father told everyone:
"Hey, the girl sings",

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I'd suddenly start
singing to them

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"Pena, pen it a, pen it a"
as a blues.

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My family loved it,
but at the same time it was...

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very raw.

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Very raw how I sang
and how they perceived it.

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As if singing had to hurt.

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-Right? In a way.
-Whoever listens to it or?

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And me when I sing it too.

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But, of course,
my first singing reference,

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as well as my father,
was my grandmother.

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As a girl, what I understood
about being a singer

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was demonstrating that strength.

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If you like art and your grandmother
is Lola Flores, or your mother or....

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it must be a huge influence.

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Sure, the first thing you say,
seeing this:

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"It'd be hard for me to sing too,

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if my whole family
were the soundtrack of a country".

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Don't burden me
with too much baggage

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because I want to fly and fly.

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00:17:22,120 --> 00:17:24,440
Here I see him like...
This search...

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00:17:24,760 --> 00:17:26,960
You can see it also
in a time of my life when

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you want more, your body
doesn't quite follow you yet,

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but what's inside
wants to come out, right?

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I mean, he was very genuine.

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When you want to express
something that doesn't exist yet,

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to be understood,
there's a moment of frustration.

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I hear him as vulnerable,
in a way.

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The fragility of the poet,

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you kind of have to
allow yourself that.

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-Right.
-It goes beyond the voice.

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I mean, it's like life, isn't it?

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Free, free, free,

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like the wind and the sun,

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like sea water and the flower.

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I want to be free.

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Free, free, free,

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without chains of love

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that can bind me in the end.

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I want to be free.

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00:18:20,720 --> 00:18:24,440
Antonio, do you know that, if by chance
you succeed, they'll say you had it easy

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-because you're Lola Flores' son?
-I don't care about such dumb people.

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00:18:28,080 --> 00:18:30,080
Who do you love more?
Dad or Mom?

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00:18:30,240 --> 00:18:33,240
-Who influenced you the most?
-Neither, just Antoñito.

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Because neither you, you nor Dad,

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00:18:36,000 --> 00:18:37,480
started out
with the last name Flores.

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I don't know if
it was thought out, or life.

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00:18:41,200 --> 00:18:43,760
I think we all started out with
the names we had at home:

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Rosario, Lolita and Antonio.

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Then people gave us
the name Flores.

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00:18:48,880 --> 00:18:52,320
Becoming an artist
is the hardest thing you can do

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being the children
of Lola Flores, who was

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00:18:54,880 --> 00:18:57,120
great, the most popular in Spain.

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00:18:57,280 --> 00:19:01,040
Because Flores, Flores...
I, I, I, Flores, Flores, Flores.

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00:19:01,360 --> 00:19:02,840
Lots of Flores, all Flores.

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00:19:03,000 --> 00:19:06,160
Your granddad used to say:
"González doesn't exist,

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00:19:06,320 --> 00:19:08,720
here there are only Flores, Flores".

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00:19:08,880 --> 00:19:13,320
Since I became an artist,
I never knew if people approached me

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00:19:13,480 --> 00:19:15,880
because I'm Lola Flores
or because of me.

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00:19:16,040 --> 00:19:17,640
I haven't felt it like that.

341
00:19:17,880 --> 00:19:20,280
I think it's more your problem,

342
00:19:20,640 --> 00:19:23,520
you think about what people
may think about you,

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00:19:23,880 --> 00:19:26,000
rather than what
people see in you.

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00:19:26,160 --> 00:19:28,440
You had to be worthy because
people demanded it of you.

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00:19:28,640 --> 00:19:31,040
Do you admit that,
if you weren't Lola Flores' son,

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00:19:31,600 --> 00:19:33,640
you wouldn't be interviewed today

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00:19:33,800 --> 00:19:35,640
and you would have gotten nowhere.

348
00:19:35,800 --> 00:19:38,640
It would've been harder because
I would have had to pass the doorman,

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00:19:38,800 --> 00:19:40,720
the secretary,

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00:19:40,880 --> 00:19:44,400
and instead I was introduced
to the director face-to-face.

351
00:19:45,160 --> 00:19:49,160
I think being the son
of Lola Flores and "El Pescaílla"

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00:19:49,480 --> 00:19:51,040
had only advantages.

353
00:19:51,280 --> 00:19:52,560
I'm serious.

354
00:19:52,720 --> 00:19:55,920
I'm the son of a policeman
and a housewife.

355
00:19:56,080 --> 00:19:58,080
I'd switch places right now.

356
00:20:00,240 --> 00:20:03,960
I hindered them because
it was much more work for them,

357
00:20:04,240 --> 00:20:06,960
being Lola Flores' children,
to get to where he wanted.

358
00:20:07,120 --> 00:20:09,240
Because I think I have a son that...

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00:20:09,400 --> 00:20:12,480
makes lovely ballads, rock 'n' roll...

360
00:20:12,640 --> 00:20:14,720
I see other artists and I say:

361
00:20:14,880 --> 00:20:18,080
"I think my son is better
than so and so".

362
00:20:18,640 --> 00:20:19,560
It's hard for him.

363
00:20:19,720 --> 00:20:21,240
He got into a habit.

364
00:20:21,400 --> 00:20:24,440
He'd come here to my house,
he didn't have to warn me.

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00:20:24,600 --> 00:20:26,560
He'd show up and stay.

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00:20:27,040 --> 00:20:30,080
Did my grandmother used to call
to find out if he was with you?

367
00:20:30,240 --> 00:20:31,680
Sure, I was stunned

368
00:20:32,440 --> 00:20:34,840
when I saw him calling her to say:

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00:20:35,120 --> 00:20:37,880
"Relax, relax,
I'm at Sabina's place".

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00:20:38,520 --> 00:20:42,520
And I thought: "If that
calms her down, we're all crazy".

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00:20:44,720 --> 00:20:47,600
Let's say I'm talking
about Antonio González y Flores,

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00:20:48,120 --> 00:20:49,560
let's say I'm talking about Madrid,

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00:20:50,040 --> 00:20:52,120
let's pay close attention,
ladies and gentlemen.

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00:21:03,720 --> 00:21:06,600
There, where the roads cross,

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00:21:08,640 --> 00:21:11,400
where the sea is inconceivable,

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00:21:13,800 --> 00:21:16,920
where the fugitive always returns,

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00:21:17,080 --> 00:21:19,600
let's say I'm talking about Madrid.

378
00:21:22,600 --> 00:21:24,800
Let's do it again,
it was a bit slow, eh?

379
00:21:25,040 --> 00:21:28,000
There, where the roads cross,

380
00:21:29,840 --> 00:21:32,680
where the sea is inconceivable,

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00:21:34,920 --> 00:21:38,040
where the fugitive always returns,

382
00:21:38,200 --> 00:21:40,640
let's say I'm talking about Madrid.

383
00:21:41,920 --> 00:21:43,400
About Madrid.

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00:21:44,160 --> 00:21:47,680
I think it was the first time
I was hearing him sing

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00:21:47,840 --> 00:21:51,080
and also that lots of people did.

386
00:21:51,240 --> 00:21:52,960
And it was a success as well.

387
00:21:53,120 --> 00:21:55,160
Even I, the composer,
fell in love with it.

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00:21:55,320 --> 00:21:56,760
YOUR FRIEND JOAQUIN SABINA

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00:21:56,920 --> 00:21:58,840
How was the music scene back then?

390
00:21:59,000 --> 00:22:03,240
It was in decline. The tough
neighborhood era had passed,

391
00:22:03,400 --> 00:22:07,280
the heavies, punks and all that.

392
00:22:07,520 --> 00:22:09,080
But, on the other hand,

393
00:22:09,400 --> 00:22:12,920
Javier Krahe and I were
in La Mandrágora,

394
00:22:13,200 --> 00:22:14,520
which was another story.

395
00:22:14,720 --> 00:22:17,840
It was much more literary,
all more based

396
00:22:18,040 --> 00:22:21,640
on dignifying
the song lyrics a little.

397
00:22:22,120 --> 00:22:25,800
Kind of because of the love
we had for Bob Dylan,

398
00:22:26,520 --> 00:22:30,280
who made that
whole journey from folk,

399
00:22:31,000 --> 00:22:33,840
more or less protest-like,
to rock 'n' roll.

400
00:22:34,000 --> 00:22:36,280
It's true that my father
has something of that too,

401
00:22:36,440 --> 00:22:38,440
because he started with
"No Dudaría",

402
00:22:38,600 --> 00:22:41,360
then moved more
towards rock 'n' roll.

403
00:22:43,200 --> 00:22:47,560
Yes, I can't fall in love with you

404
00:22:51,680 --> 00:22:55,760
I can't fall in love with you

405
00:22:57,240 --> 00:23:00,000
I've also tried a thousand times

406
00:23:00,160 --> 00:23:02,640
to do a "Knockin' on Heaven's Door"

407
00:23:02,800 --> 00:23:05,920
and I've never been able to do it.
And Antonio nailed it.

408
00:23:06,080 --> 00:23:09,520
True, it's the Knock, knock,
knocking on Heaven's door.

409
00:23:09,680 --> 00:23:11,160
It was beautiful.

410
00:23:11,520 --> 00:23:15,040
I can't fall in love with you

411
00:23:18,160 --> 00:23:21,320
When I was up there,
all starting to work out,

412
00:23:21,480 --> 00:23:25,200
they cut me in two. I was 21
and they made me do military service.

413
00:23:25,360 --> 00:23:26,840
He went to do it in León,

414
00:23:27,080 --> 00:23:30,680
then, they transferred him to Madrid
thanks to a contact they found there.

415
00:23:30,920 --> 00:23:34,360
Then your grandma appeared
on Íñigo's program saying:

416
00:23:34,520 --> 00:23:37,640
"Because I used a connection
in the military for Antoñito,

417
00:23:37,800 --> 00:23:39,920
so he's selling pens
at the stationery store".

418
00:23:40,080 --> 00:23:41,480
-"We transferred him"?
-We transferred him

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00:23:41,640 --> 00:23:44,640
because I had to talk so that
they'd move him to Fuencarral.

420
00:23:44,920 --> 00:23:46,960
So, in the morning he sells pens

421
00:23:47,160 --> 00:23:49,320
and at 1:30 pm he comes home.

422
00:23:49,480 --> 00:23:52,600
So, my father said:
"What's she saying?".

423
00:23:52,760 --> 00:23:54,760
I was like: "What's she saying?".
I didn't get it.

424
00:23:55,280 --> 00:23:57,680
"What's this woman saying?".

425
00:23:57,840 --> 00:23:59,520
And the following day all the mothers

426
00:23:59,680 --> 00:24:02,360
called on the phone:
"How is this possible?

427
00:24:02,520 --> 00:24:05,600
Why is Lola Flores' son
not doing guard duty?".

428
00:24:05,760 --> 00:24:07,200
And they put him in a cell.

429
00:24:07,360 --> 00:24:10,160
It was just awful.

430
00:24:10,320 --> 00:24:12,920
The next day,
Antoñito was back at the barracks,

431
00:24:13,080 --> 00:24:15,080
fuck it, no more connections for him.

432
00:24:15,240 --> 00:24:18,840
During military service everyone got wasted.
Not just heroin, also hashish and so on.

433
00:24:19,000 --> 00:24:21,400
It was a free-for-all.

434
00:24:21,560 --> 00:24:23,720
His worst period was there,

435
00:24:23,880 --> 00:24:26,800
where he had the most problems.

436
00:24:27,640 --> 00:24:31,640
I'm an easygoing man,

437
00:24:33,440 --> 00:24:37,840
I like to go out at sunset.

438
00:24:39,240 --> 00:24:43,120
I often think of myself...

439
00:24:45,200 --> 00:24:49,840
and what's going on around me.

440
00:24:50,400 --> 00:24:54,280
Because there are people
who don't accept...

441
00:24:56,320 --> 00:24:58,160
that you're different,

442
00:24:59,040 --> 00:25:03,480
that reason is your guide.

443
00:25:03,800 --> 00:25:05,360
MILITARY ID CARD

444
00:25:05,680 --> 00:25:08,480
With helmets, sticks and chains

445
00:25:08,640 --> 00:25:12,080
they want to take away
your right to live.

446
00:25:12,640 --> 00:25:15,520
They roam the streets free,

447
00:25:15,680 --> 00:25:18,760
lying in wait for a happy man.

448
00:25:20,000 --> 00:25:21,840
Beware,

449
00:25:22,200 --> 00:25:25,400
it may be your turn.

450
00:25:25,560 --> 00:25:29,040
Do you think so much discipline
had a rebound effect on him?

451
00:25:29,480 --> 00:25:30,360
Hey, completely.

452
00:25:30,520 --> 00:25:33,480
He was affected in every way

453
00:25:33,840 --> 00:25:36,920
and had to go to rehab.

454
00:25:37,480 --> 00:25:40,160
-Did it help him?
-Yes, he came out just fine.

455
00:25:43,560 --> 00:25:44,840
How did you meet Dad?

456
00:25:45,680 --> 00:25:48,040
I went to a bar one night.

457
00:25:48,440 --> 00:25:50,560
His mother was getting
an award at that bar.

458
00:25:50,720 --> 00:25:53,520
She was with Juanito "El Golosina",
but they were not near us.

459
00:25:53,680 --> 00:25:56,240
Then he came with us, and Juanito
"El Golosina" came and said:

460
00:25:56,400 --> 00:25:58,400
"Antonio, your mother says
to go over there".

461
00:25:58,560 --> 00:26:01,240
He said: "No, tell her to wait,
I'm talking to a friend here".

462
00:26:01,400 --> 00:26:03,120
And your grandma says:

463
00:26:03,680 --> 00:26:06,000
"Take Antonio and Ana
to your apartment,

464
00:26:06,360 --> 00:26:07,800
so they can spend time together".

465
00:26:08,120 --> 00:26:11,520
Your dad and I ended up making out
at Juanito "El Golosina's" house.

466
00:26:12,480 --> 00:26:14,280
They go into the bedroom

467
00:26:14,440 --> 00:26:16,560
and, after a while,
he comes out and says:

468
00:26:16,760 --> 00:26:20,360
"It's freezing in here.
We're humans, not penguins."

469
00:26:20,520 --> 00:26:22,360
With the radiator on the table.

470
00:26:22,520 --> 00:26:24,440
The grandma says,
"So, did they do anything?".

471
00:26:24,600 --> 00:26:27,840
I say, "Jeez, I didn't see them.
I'm not a fly on the wall."

472
00:26:28,000 --> 00:26:30,240
When did you realize
he was your boyfriend?

473
00:26:31,320 --> 00:26:32,960
I realized he was my boyfriend

474
00:26:33,120 --> 00:26:35,800
the day after I was with him
at Juanito Díaz's house.

475
00:26:35,960 --> 00:26:37,040
No shit!

476
00:26:37,600 --> 00:26:40,920
What a beautiful couple.
How pretty you both are.

477
00:26:41,160 --> 00:26:42,720
You're so handsome!

478
00:26:43,480 --> 00:26:46,440
Miss Ana Villa López,
born in Madrid...

479
00:26:46,600 --> 00:26:50,440
My first time at María de Molina,
Grandpa said to me: "I know who you are".

480
00:26:50,600 --> 00:26:53,440
Of course, we had
very similar origins.

481
00:26:53,600 --> 00:26:56,360
We met when we were little,
because my dad was kind of

482
00:26:56,520 --> 00:26:58,680
in Grandpa's circle.

483
00:26:59,240 --> 00:27:01,480
The two families would spend
summers in Marbella,

484
00:27:02,000 --> 00:27:03,440
so they knew each other.

485
00:27:03,840 --> 00:27:07,680
And your aunts treated me like
one more sister from the start.

486
00:27:08,400 --> 00:27:09,960
The same, the same.

487
00:27:11,840 --> 00:27:13,080
He has to go...

488
00:27:13,240 --> 00:27:15,320
Go under, Rosario,
and come up with a funny face.

489
00:27:15,480 --> 00:27:17,480
Go under and come up
with a funny face.

490
00:27:17,640 --> 00:27:18,880
-A funny face?
-Yes.

491
00:27:21,960 --> 00:27:24,960
Down that way.
Down that way, Antonio.

492
00:27:30,560 --> 00:27:31,360
Good.

493
00:27:31,520 --> 00:27:34,360
Last night your aunt
and I were saying that

494
00:27:34,760 --> 00:27:37,120
you don't ask many things
about your father.

495
00:27:39,520 --> 00:27:41,400
-I think...
-I think you need to.

496
00:27:41,560 --> 00:27:43,760
Yes, I needed to, but I think that...

497
00:27:44,720 --> 00:27:48,280
I mean, I didn't...
It was out of respect,

498
00:27:48,760 --> 00:27:50,080
because I think that also

499
00:27:50,600 --> 00:27:53,320
always asking about my father...

500
00:27:53,880 --> 00:27:56,600
-But out of respect for whom?
-Out of respect for the pain.

501
00:27:57,400 --> 00:28:00,080
Yes, but pain can be
taken away by talking.

502
00:28:03,760 --> 00:28:06,800
In the early 80's a singer leapt

503
00:28:06,960 --> 00:28:08,600
onto our music scene, Antonio Flores.

504
00:28:08,800 --> 00:28:11,560
His first songs and covers like
"Let's Say I'm Talking About Madrid"

505
00:28:11,720 --> 00:28:15,000
were hits straight away
and foreshadowed this singer's success.

506
00:28:15,640 --> 00:28:18,360
He suddenly disappeared and after
several years' absence, he's back.

507
00:28:18,520 --> 00:28:22,400
Not empty-handed, but with
this strong work called "Gran Vía"...

508
00:28:22,600 --> 00:28:24,720
-Good evening, Antonio.
-What's up? Good evening.

509
00:28:24,880 --> 00:28:27,240
...the fruit of a long struggle
with yourself.

510
00:28:27,400 --> 00:28:29,880
That year I was lost
in military service,

511
00:28:30,040 --> 00:28:32,040
my career and everything
was cut short,

512
00:28:32,200 --> 00:28:34,640
so I came out later like...

513
00:28:34,800 --> 00:28:37,880
annoyed with myself,
until I woke up,

514
00:28:38,040 --> 00:28:40,560
until I realized that
I was just wasting time.

515
00:28:40,720 --> 00:28:44,640
People remembered me,
stopped me in the street and said:

516
00:28:44,800 --> 00:28:46,320
"Shit, Antonio, what's up?

517
00:28:46,480 --> 00:28:48,800
You're not doing anything.
You were doing so well".

518
00:28:49,000 --> 00:28:52,000
My mouth is dry, I enter a bar.

519
00:28:52,280 --> 00:28:55,200
Looks that go through
my personality.

520
00:28:55,480 --> 00:28:59,480
I feel small in this place.

521
00:29:00,640 --> 00:29:04,360
When I was asked to work
on the record, I had no doubt.

522
00:29:04,520 --> 00:29:07,040
I believed in him. He was an artist.

523
00:29:07,200 --> 00:29:08,640
YOUR PRODUCER CARLOS NAREA

524
00:29:08,800 --> 00:29:11,480
That tram will soon pass,

525
00:29:11,640 --> 00:29:14,800
the houses will lose their makeup

526
00:29:14,960 --> 00:29:18,040
from the smoke of the big city.

527
00:29:18,200 --> 00:29:20,480
Oh, Gran Vía,

528
00:29:20,800 --> 00:29:23,840
you've been here almost forever.

529
00:29:24,000 --> 00:29:27,360
We were lucky we didn't have
any pressure on this record.

530
00:29:27,640 --> 00:29:31,440
We made the record that
he wanted to make at the time.

531
00:29:31,680 --> 00:29:34,240
Oh, Gran Vía,

532
00:29:34,400 --> 00:29:38,520
the people love you... still.

533
00:29:41,160 --> 00:29:44,360
He started the "Gran Vía" record
when he met me.

534
00:29:44,680 --> 00:29:48,400
He was doing great,
very focused and motivated.

535
00:29:48,800 --> 00:29:51,920
A lot of what he says in his songs
is about me and my life,

536
00:29:52,080 --> 00:29:55,320
so I felt very connected

537
00:29:55,480 --> 00:29:56,960
to everything he was writing.

538
00:29:57,440 --> 00:30:01,440
When we started working
on the album, you were born.

539
00:30:01,600 --> 00:30:02,920
You'd just been born.

540
00:30:04,520 --> 00:30:06,480
What came first,
the chicken or the egg?

541
00:30:06,640 --> 00:30:08,840
-I mean...
-It was the egg first.

542
00:30:09,400 --> 00:30:10,800
Let's see, Ana, show me the belly.

543
00:30:12,240 --> 00:30:13,720
Show your whole belly.

544
00:30:13,880 --> 00:30:17,120
Look, the belly where the baby is.

545
00:30:18,080 --> 00:30:19,320
Albita.

546
00:30:20,120 --> 00:30:23,600
Alba, your grandmother calls you.

547
00:30:23,760 --> 00:30:25,200
What name do you want, Mom?

548
00:30:25,360 --> 00:30:28,280
Alba, Triana and Olé!

549
00:30:28,440 --> 00:30:30,640
We arrived at the hospital
to give birth

550
00:30:30,800 --> 00:30:33,840
and my father-in-law came
with a potato omelet from the bar

551
00:30:34,000 --> 00:30:35,400
and a bottle of wine.

552
00:30:35,960 --> 00:30:38,320
They were singing and dancing.

553
00:30:38,480 --> 00:30:42,120
"You're in labor, huh?
Your other family's going wild there".

554
00:30:42,280 --> 00:30:45,360
All of Spain dropped by that room
to meet Lola Flores' granddaughter.

555
00:30:45,520 --> 00:30:46,840
Because
you were the first granddaughter.

556
00:30:47,000 --> 00:30:49,160
And your grandma took care of...

557
00:30:49,320 --> 00:30:52,360
promoting it everywhere: "I'm going to be
a grandma, I'm going to be a grandma!".

558
00:30:52,520 --> 00:30:53,920
LOLA FLORES, GRANDMOTHER AT LAST!

559
00:30:55,160 --> 00:30:58,440
You called your grandmother Lola
"Ole Ole", didn't you?

560
00:31:01,160 --> 00:31:04,400
She'd come to the crib and say
to me all the time: "Ole, ole, ole!"

561
00:31:04,560 --> 00:31:06,800
So it was easier to say
"Ole Ole" than "grandma".

562
00:31:07,240 --> 00:31:11,160
-Ole, ole, and ole. Ole and ole.
-Mom.

563
00:31:11,400 --> 00:31:15,240
Some will say: "Right, let's find
the song he dedicated to her".

564
00:31:15,400 --> 00:31:17,240
But no. You refused, didn't you?

565
00:31:17,400 --> 00:31:19,400
No, there's a song there.

566
00:31:19,560 --> 00:31:23,320
The thing is, I still think...

567
00:31:23,480 --> 00:31:25,440
it's a bit cheesy,

568
00:31:25,720 --> 00:31:27,880
because having a child,
as a friend said to me,

569
00:31:28,240 --> 00:31:29,640
is a bit cheesy in itself.

570
00:31:29,800 --> 00:31:32,840
And it seems to me,
I don't know, kind of...

571
00:31:33,000 --> 00:31:36,040
the music I'm doing right now,
kind of rock and hard,

572
00:31:36,200 --> 00:31:38,040
-I think it's a bit...
-Sure.

573
00:31:38,200 --> 00:31:41,840
I'm looking for the way
to express all that in a way

574
00:31:42,000 --> 00:31:43,080
that's not as soft, right?

575
00:31:44,320 --> 00:31:46,320
-Are you ready to record?
-It's recording.

576
00:31:46,560 --> 00:31:47,440
Hello.

577
00:31:47,880 --> 00:31:48,760
Hello.

578
00:31:50,200 --> 00:31:52,200
Hello. What's the girl doing?

579
00:31:52,360 --> 00:31:54,680
-Look how she looks at the camera.
-Hello.

580
00:31:54,920 --> 00:31:56,880
So, how did you meet your wife?

581
00:31:57,040 --> 00:31:59,080
My wife is a girl
whom I've liked a lot

582
00:31:59,240 --> 00:32:00,680
for a very long time.

583
00:32:01,080 --> 00:32:02,480
I was in a bad way,

584
00:32:02,640 --> 00:32:05,600
very depressed, very hooked,
not knowing who I was.

585
00:32:06,160 --> 00:32:08,840
If I was Lola flores' son,
if I was a musician, a singer...

586
00:32:09,000 --> 00:32:10,000
Who the hell was I?

587
00:32:11,040 --> 00:32:14,080
Do you understand? So, this girl
took me, helped me,

588
00:32:14,640 --> 00:32:16,880
gave me love, we fell in love
and got married.

589
00:32:19,760 --> 00:32:22,400
And I've been clean
for just over a year.

590
00:32:25,280 --> 00:32:27,400
My daughter was born
and something happened in my mind,

591
00:32:27,560 --> 00:32:29,960
because I was at the birth,
I saw her being born.

592
00:32:31,200 --> 00:32:33,480
I freaked out
and that day I took some.

593
00:32:34,280 --> 00:32:35,040
There.

594
00:32:35,760 --> 00:32:37,800
Sooner or later the snake
would get me again.

595
00:32:38,960 --> 00:32:39,920
Do you understand?

596
00:32:53,680 --> 00:32:55,760
Knowing about your father
and your grandmother...

597
00:32:55,920 --> 00:32:58,280
I saw her on TV in Norway

598
00:32:58,440 --> 00:33:01,760
and I felt sure that
that was my home...

599
00:33:01,920 --> 00:33:03,960
so I became "Marifé from Norway".

600
00:33:09,440 --> 00:33:12,880
-So you became friends?
-Yes. When he'd come to my house,

601
00:33:13,040 --> 00:33:14,680
YOUR FRIEND MARIANNE

602
00:33:14,840 --> 00:33:16,480
his mother was relaxed as well.

603
00:33:16,720 --> 00:33:18,680
She wasn't afraid that...

604
00:33:18,840 --> 00:33:21,320
anything could happen to him,
because he never stopped...

605
00:33:21,760 --> 00:33:24,560
There are few friendships with men

606
00:33:25,000 --> 00:33:27,160
that compare with your father's.

607
00:33:27,400 --> 00:33:29,720
It was very selfish of me,
maybe, but I tell you...

608
00:33:29,880 --> 00:33:31,640
I felt like...

609
00:33:31,800 --> 00:33:34,640
I wouldn't have anyone
who loves me that way,

610
00:33:34,800 --> 00:33:36,840
that kind of tender love.

611
00:33:40,880 --> 00:33:43,240
He didn't just pose for you
as a model,

612
00:33:43,400 --> 00:33:45,840
he did the whole process
with you too.

613
00:33:46,000 --> 00:33:47,600
Exactly, yes, yes.

614
00:33:47,760 --> 00:33:50,280
He helped me
in the whole process,

615
00:33:50,440 --> 00:33:54,240
from taking the photos to
shutting ourselves in the darkroom.

616
00:33:54,400 --> 00:33:57,760
And he did it as if
he were a professional.

617
00:33:58,880 --> 00:34:01,040
Look, these are photos by him.

618
00:34:01,200 --> 00:34:04,560
Fuck, there are photos here from
this session that I've never seen before.

619
00:34:05,240 --> 00:34:07,720
Look at Dad, Alba!
Watch me dive!

620
00:34:08,640 --> 00:34:11,200
-I remember that day very well.
-Really?

621
00:34:11,440 --> 00:34:14,840
Yes, I was taking photos with
a camera that didn't work well.

622
00:34:15,000 --> 00:34:18,000
That's why he's here,

623
00:34:19,000 --> 00:34:20,160
fixing it for me.

624
00:34:20,640 --> 00:34:24,640
I think the best and most beautiful
photos in my life

625
00:34:24,800 --> 00:34:27,720
were taken by you.
When I look at them, it's like...

626
00:34:27,880 --> 00:34:31,160
I feel the essence of
my relationship to my father

627
00:34:31,320 --> 00:34:32,720
captured there, in that moment

628
00:34:33,120 --> 00:34:35,480
So pretty, so dark,

629
00:34:35,640 --> 00:34:37,760
so Gypsy, as she was.

630
00:34:37,920 --> 00:34:41,480
The flower I always wanted
in my garden.

631
00:34:43,240 --> 00:34:46,200
-Are you recording?
-I just put it on for this.

632
00:34:49,080 --> 00:34:52,600
-I recorded that and put it in...
-Oh, right.

633
00:34:52,840 --> 00:34:55,120
So he'd sing with himself,

634
00:34:55,280 --> 00:34:57,840
then he'd put it on again.

635
00:34:58,000 --> 00:34:59,400
Oh, that's with Aunt Rosario.

636
00:34:59,560 --> 00:35:01,240
The song came from there.

637
00:35:02,360 --> 00:35:05,040
And yours should be
around there too.

638
00:35:08,880 --> 00:35:10,880
The melody. The melody is...

639
00:35:12,320 --> 00:35:13,560
Ole!

640
00:35:33,160 --> 00:35:36,480
I remember this day,
I think it was the first day that...

641
00:35:36,840 --> 00:35:40,120
I ever sang with him.

642
00:35:40,680 --> 00:35:43,680
He was playing blues at your house
and I was playing next to him.

643
00:35:43,920 --> 00:35:47,000
And since blues has
a call and response...

644
00:35:47,160 --> 00:35:49,440
without realizing,
I started to answer him.

645
00:35:49,600 --> 00:35:52,640
He realized and then said to me:
"Come over here, to the sofa".

646
00:36:03,200 --> 00:36:04,960
-What a beautiful song.
-You do what you want,

647
00:36:05,120 --> 00:36:07,560
even if you include other songs.
That's what I do.

648
00:36:08,320 --> 00:36:10,040
-Of course.
-The songs I like,

649
00:36:10,200 --> 00:36:11,640
-I put them together.
-Put them together.

650
00:36:11,800 --> 00:36:14,760
But then leave it
for whatever you want, okay?

651
00:36:14,920 --> 00:36:16,160
For example, here. Come.

652
00:36:23,040 --> 00:36:26,320
Can you sing it normal
and I'll take your voice?

653
00:36:26,480 --> 00:36:28,520
No, I want yours, honey.
Sing for me.

654
00:36:28,680 --> 00:36:31,520
Take it where your voice
is most comfortable, okay?

655
00:36:31,680 --> 00:36:33,160
-Okay.
-Come on, I'll give you this.

656
00:36:41,200 --> 00:36:42,240
Ole!

657
00:37:02,040 --> 00:37:03,320
That's something else.

658
00:37:04,120 --> 00:37:09,440
-That's amazing.
-Why don't you keep singing?

659
00:37:09,920 --> 00:37:11,120
I don't know.

660
00:37:18,040 --> 00:37:20,320
Why didn't I sing afterwards?
I don't know.

661
00:37:20,880 --> 00:37:22,160
I don't know, because...

662
00:37:24,320 --> 00:37:27,240
-I don't know.
-It's just that...

663
00:37:27,520 --> 00:37:31,240
I know we've annoyed you
when we say that, didn't we?

664
00:37:31,520 --> 00:37:34,680
Understand that for me it's normal
that I've told you several times

665
00:37:34,840 --> 00:37:36,520
because I lived through it
and saw you.

666
00:37:36,680 --> 00:37:40,840
I've seen your talent,
your great art, haven't I?

667
00:37:41,040 --> 00:37:44,000
Yes, I know, but I don't know.

668
00:37:44,160 --> 00:37:46,320
I don't know,
later I found it very hard.

669
00:37:48,560 --> 00:37:49,840
And also because I...

670
00:37:51,800 --> 00:37:55,600
I don't know if I felt obliged
or I also felt...

671
00:37:56,840 --> 00:38:00,320
a huge gap that maybe
I was supposed to fill.

672
00:38:00,720 --> 00:38:03,960
It made me really scared, really...

673
00:38:04,120 --> 00:38:06,320
-You were overwhelmed by it.
-Yes.

674
00:38:06,480 --> 00:38:07,880
Yes. I don't know.

675
00:38:18,280 --> 00:38:18,920
Wait.

676
00:38:19,080 --> 00:38:22,160
-That's good, Alba. I swear.
-I'm going to rest a little.

677
00:38:22,320 --> 00:38:25,400
Yeah, let's rest a bit.
Turn that off.

678
00:38:26,080 --> 00:38:28,960
Good, I like it!

679
00:38:35,240 --> 00:38:38,080
-I can't tune this by ear, Anton.
-Let's see.

680
00:38:38,320 --> 00:38:40,760
Who did you change the strings for
for the first time in your life?

681
00:38:40,920 --> 00:38:42,200
Well, your father.

682
00:38:42,760 --> 00:38:45,200
How old were you when
you first saw my father?

683
00:38:45,480 --> 00:38:46,680
I was 13.

684
00:38:47,120 --> 00:38:50,400
I didn't know he was
Lola Flores' son at all.

685
00:38:50,760 --> 00:38:53,600
He was someone who came
to our house with my sister.

686
00:38:53,760 --> 00:38:55,760
YOUR BROTHER-IN-LAW ANTONIO

687
00:38:55,920 --> 00:38:59,440
I was working in a garage,
as a mechanic, very young,

688
00:39:00,240 --> 00:39:04,520
and sometimes, when I saw him
or when we met up,

689
00:39:04,920 --> 00:39:06,920
I'd show him my hands
and say: "Look".

690
00:39:07,080 --> 00:39:10,160
I'd be covered in crap,
with calluses and such.

691
00:39:10,800 --> 00:39:14,200
He said: "Don't worry,
when I start the tour, come along".

692
00:39:14,360 --> 00:39:17,560
And we started touring,
from then until the end.

693
00:39:18,040 --> 00:39:20,720
For me he was a buddy,
a brother.

694
00:39:20,880 --> 00:39:22,800
He was kind of a father too,

695
00:39:22,960 --> 00:39:24,960
because I was left without
a dad at 8 years old.

696
00:39:25,120 --> 00:39:27,680
So, whenever he went out,

697
00:39:27,840 --> 00:39:29,880
he'd say: "Let's go, copi".

698
00:39:30,040 --> 00:39:31,640
-"Copi"?
-Yes, as in copilot.

699
00:39:31,800 --> 00:39:35,280
For you I imagine it was
a great initiation, right?

700
00:39:35,680 --> 00:39:39,120
I discovered many things
about my life with him, you know?

701
00:39:39,800 --> 00:39:41,000
Good and bad.

702
00:39:42,640 --> 00:39:44,400
Do you think my father
was hurt by the world?

703
00:39:44,560 --> 00:39:45,200
Yes.

704
00:39:47,680 --> 00:39:48,840
The world pained him.

705
00:39:51,120 --> 00:39:52,840
If it'd been in his power,

706
00:39:54,720 --> 00:39:56,280
he would've changed many things.

707
00:39:58,880 --> 00:40:01,320
It bothered him that
there were plastics in the sea,

708
00:40:01,480 --> 00:40:04,400
that there was abuse,

709
00:40:04,560 --> 00:40:07,960
abandoned children, wars,

710
00:40:08,920 --> 00:40:09,880
hunger.

711
00:40:10,120 --> 00:40:11,640
That's why he had nothing of his own.

712
00:40:12,800 --> 00:40:14,560
-Right, he was...
-He was very selfless...

713
00:40:14,720 --> 00:40:16,200
-He gave everything away.
-Sure, yes.

714
00:40:16,360 --> 00:40:18,040
"Dad, I gave you a necklace."

715
00:40:18,320 --> 00:40:20,760
Then later, in front of me, someone
would say to him: "That's a nice necklace".

716
00:40:20,920 --> 00:40:22,720
He'd say: "Here", and give it to them.

717
00:40:22,880 --> 00:40:24,880
-Too generous.
-Very generous.

718
00:40:25,040 --> 00:40:26,840
Which they weren't with him.

719
00:40:27,920 --> 00:40:29,600
Were you a big sister to him?

720
00:40:30,320 --> 00:40:33,720
I had no choice
but to be a big sister.

721
00:40:33,960 --> 00:40:36,400
The thing is,
due to the age difference,

722
00:40:36,720 --> 00:40:39,520
I started singing very early.
I went to America very young.

723
00:40:39,920 --> 00:40:41,880
I think we started
to get to know each other,

724
00:40:42,680 --> 00:40:44,400
one another, much later.

725
00:40:45,200 --> 00:40:48,880
I started to get to know
your father when he was a man.

726
00:40:49,040 --> 00:40:52,240
When I was married,
when Guillermo came along

727
00:40:52,400 --> 00:40:53,960
and they became good friends.

728
00:40:54,120 --> 00:40:55,960
He was also a family man.

729
00:40:56,400 --> 00:40:58,160
We talked a lot in Marbella.

730
00:40:58,320 --> 00:41:00,480
He'd play the guitar
and I'd sing.

731
00:41:01,240 --> 00:41:03,920
He'd sing more with Rosario,
because she was his buddy.

732
00:41:04,800 --> 00:41:08,680
And I, like it or not, see my siblings
as the elder sister.

733
00:41:10,640 --> 00:41:12,600
He wrote to your Aunt Rosario...

734
00:41:13,240 --> 00:41:15,360
I like the color...
He wrote her a love song.

735
00:41:15,520 --> 00:41:17,880
That your mouth has.

736
00:41:18,040 --> 00:41:19,960
I like the taste

737
00:41:20,320 --> 00:41:22,480
that your skin has,

738
00:41:22,880 --> 00:41:25,080
I like to say

739
00:41:25,240 --> 00:41:27,520
your name Rosario.

740
00:41:27,720 --> 00:41:30,160
I said: "What's wrong with me?
Won't you write a song for me?".

741
00:41:30,320 --> 00:41:31,880
And he said: "Loli, I swear,

742
00:41:32,920 --> 00:41:35,920
I wrote you a song,
but I don't know where I put it".

743
00:41:36,240 --> 00:41:38,800
-Really?
-I said: "Like the joke, huh?

744
00:41:39,160 --> 00:41:41,680
You won the lottery, but you don't know
where you put the ticket".

745
00:41:41,840 --> 00:41:45,200
I was never jealous
of Rosario and Antonio,

746
00:41:46,240 --> 00:41:49,840
but I missed a lot of things...

747
00:41:52,560 --> 00:41:54,240
because of that age difference.

748
00:41:54,960 --> 00:41:57,520
He was my world,
my world, you know?

749
00:41:57,720 --> 00:41:59,800
My morning, noon and night.

750
00:42:00,360 --> 00:42:02,960
My songs, my friends,
my accomplice.

751
00:42:04,120 --> 00:42:06,760
We were one and the same.

752
00:42:06,920 --> 00:42:09,320
Rosario and Antonio
González Flores,

753
00:42:09,480 --> 00:42:13,560
siblings together with us here.
They are, as you know very well,

754
00:42:13,720 --> 00:42:15,920
he children of celebrities
and now actors.

755
00:42:16,080 --> 00:42:18,920
They've just finished shooting
a film together,

756
00:42:19,080 --> 00:42:21,120
-playing siblings as well, right?
-Yes.

757
00:42:35,160 --> 00:42:38,960
"BUDDIES"

758
00:42:42,320 --> 00:42:43,600
Look, "Rosario González".

759
00:42:43,760 --> 00:42:45,400
And "Antonio" without surname.

760
00:42:45,560 --> 00:42:48,040
He was already "Antonio",
he was already a singer.

761
00:42:55,200 --> 00:42:57,760
The national anthem has ended.

762
00:42:57,920 --> 00:43:01,520
The King, as you see,
now greets...

763
00:43:02,960 --> 00:43:06,320
A few days late?
Maybe you're pregnant.

764
00:43:06,640 --> 00:43:08,440
-Are you sure? It's very easy.
-Unbelievable...

765
00:43:08,600 --> 00:43:10,680
Buy Predictor in any pharmacy

766
00:43:10,840 --> 00:43:12,760
and do the test yourself at home.

767
00:43:13,640 --> 00:43:14,680
Predictor, Predictor...

768
00:43:14,840 --> 00:43:16,720
-What the fuck are you saying?
-Nothing.

769
00:43:16,880 --> 00:43:19,840
...distances between vehicles
and avoid rush hours.

770
00:43:20,560 --> 00:43:22,160
Respect the signs and don't...

771
00:43:22,520 --> 00:43:24,920
I woke up this morning

772
00:43:25,800 --> 00:43:29,800
wanting so much to get out of here.

773
00:43:31,840 --> 00:43:34,440
I couldn't find anyone...

774
00:43:35,560 --> 00:43:37,320
who wanted to follow me,

775
00:43:37,480 --> 00:43:40,520
who wanted to follow me...

776
00:43:41,560 --> 00:43:44,120
far away from here.

777
00:43:47,400 --> 00:43:50,200
Far away from here.

778
00:43:51,240 --> 00:43:53,120
Ole, how lovely!

779
00:43:53,280 --> 00:43:55,120
My brother's so handsome, my God.

780
00:43:58,640 --> 00:44:00,640
This scene is very moving for me.

781
00:44:02,680 --> 00:44:05,600
Seeing it reminds me
what I experienced with him.

782
00:44:10,200 --> 00:44:13,080
What I like about cinema is...

783
00:44:13,240 --> 00:44:14,440
the lying,

784
00:44:15,520 --> 00:44:18,000
but the true actor
is a good liar.

785
00:44:18,640 --> 00:44:19,960
He made a lot of movies.

786
00:44:20,120 --> 00:44:21,520
I was on some shoots with him

787
00:44:22,080 --> 00:44:24,240
and I saw him enjoying it.

788
00:44:24,400 --> 00:44:25,480
Sounds good, doesn't it?

789
00:44:27,160 --> 00:44:30,600
He trained at La Ponderosa,
where all the stuntmen trained.

790
00:44:30,760 --> 00:44:33,960
He'd spend all morning leaping
from a horse and doing somersaults.

791
00:44:34,440 --> 00:44:35,440
He loved it.

792
00:44:38,000 --> 00:44:39,720
Fucking pinko!

793
00:44:40,440 --> 00:44:42,000
For him, life was a game.

794
00:44:42,600 --> 00:44:45,880
The mirror. You and I are going
to be in movies for the first time.

795
00:44:47,880 --> 00:44:51,160
My brother-in-law and me.
Me and my brother-in-law.

796
00:44:51,720 --> 00:44:54,160
Look, I'm going to record you,
please, because this moment

797
00:44:54,320 --> 00:44:56,480
reminds me a little
of your father and mine.

798
00:44:56,640 --> 00:44:59,400
Look at that art.
Very good, very good.

799
00:44:59,760 --> 00:45:03,240
Who can dance flamenco?
Like "Ole Ole", come on.

800
00:45:04,080 --> 00:45:07,240
I dreamt about you recently,
three days ago or so.

801
00:45:07,560 --> 00:45:10,680
We were swimming near the shore
and a tsunami was coming.

802
00:45:12,440 --> 00:45:15,320
A huge wave was coming
and I said to you:

803
00:45:15,480 --> 00:45:17,240
"Run, run, give me your hand,

804
00:45:17,400 --> 00:45:19,440
so we don't get separated".

805
00:45:19,600 --> 00:45:20,400
Don't get wet!

806
00:45:20,560 --> 00:45:21,960
I dream about your father the most.

807
00:45:22,120 --> 00:45:23,120
YOUR NIECE ELENA

808
00:45:23,280 --> 00:45:25,120
One of the dreams I have most often

809
00:45:25,280 --> 00:45:27,640
is that we're all eating,

810
00:45:27,800 --> 00:45:31,320
the typical family meal or something,
and suddenly he appears.

811
00:45:34,880 --> 00:45:36,800
And, of course, I say to you all:

812
00:45:36,960 --> 00:45:40,120
"Are you seeing Uncle Antonio?".
You say: "C'mon, Elena, what?!".

813
00:45:41,880 --> 00:45:44,840
Looking at us, smiling, you know?

814
00:45:45,040 --> 00:45:47,000
Like he was happy at what he saw.

815
00:45:49,800 --> 00:45:50,920
One had to...

816
00:45:51,280 --> 00:45:55,000
-face the matter, right?
-Right.

817
00:45:55,360 --> 00:45:56,320
And see...

818
00:45:57,840 --> 00:46:01,480
what, why and how it happened.

819
00:46:06,280 --> 00:46:09,840
In fact, you've talked a lot
that you needed permission

820
00:46:10,240 --> 00:46:12,320
to live beyond 33 and all that,

821
00:46:12,480 --> 00:46:16,400
and what you don't know
is that all of us

822
00:46:16,680 --> 00:46:19,920
needed your permission
to talk about Antonio.

823
00:46:20,480 --> 00:46:23,320
You had the key and,
until you opened the door,

824
00:46:23,720 --> 00:46:25,760
it was going to be shut tight.

825
00:46:33,520 --> 00:46:35,240
When I first saw you as an actress,

826
00:46:35,400 --> 00:46:37,720
I saw that strength, those eyes...

827
00:46:37,880 --> 00:46:40,920
He's there everywhere,
in your eyes, your gaze...

828
00:46:42,040 --> 00:46:43,720
How many times have I told you
"sing, sing, sing"?

829
00:46:43,880 --> 00:46:45,400
-A lot.
-You'd get mad at me.

830
00:46:45,560 --> 00:46:47,960
A lot. Sure, but I don't know,

831
00:46:48,120 --> 00:46:51,080
-I didn't do it because...
-You've sung since you were little.

832
00:46:51,240 --> 00:46:53,280
-Right.
-You sang blues as well.

833
00:46:53,440 --> 00:46:56,800
Remember you told me once,
you were 13 or so...

834
00:46:56,960 --> 00:46:58,680
-Look, I'm getting goosebumps.
-Yes.

835
00:46:58,840 --> 00:47:00,960
You said to me:
"Auntie, can I sing you a song?".

836
00:47:01,160 --> 00:47:02,440
"Well, sing it to me".

837
00:47:02,800 --> 00:47:05,120
And you sang "Pena, Penita, Pena"
as a blues.

838
00:47:05,280 --> 00:47:06,320
Oh, yes, yes.

839
00:47:06,640 --> 00:47:08,640
It almost tore me up,
tore us all up.

840
00:47:08,800 --> 00:47:11,720
-No, it tore you all up.
-You tore us all up.

841
00:47:11,880 --> 00:47:14,480
Yes but, I don't know why,
I remember that day,

842
00:47:14,720 --> 00:47:18,320
more than encouraging me,
I don't know why, it scared me.

843
00:47:18,480 --> 00:47:19,600
Oh, yes?

844
00:47:19,760 --> 00:47:23,040
You knocked me out that day
so forget about insecurities

845
00:47:23,200 --> 00:47:24,920
because you're going
to do great, honey.

846
00:47:25,320 --> 00:47:27,080
-You start, right?
-Come on, I'll start.

847
00:47:27,240 --> 00:47:29,480
Okay, I sing the first two verses.

848
00:47:29,640 --> 00:47:31,400
Then you sing the bridges. And you...

849
00:47:31,560 --> 00:47:32,960
I join in with "I promise to see the joy"
in a rising style.

850
00:47:33,120 --> 00:47:36,920
I join you with the second
"I promise to see the joy",

851
00:47:37,080 --> 00:47:38,400
we sing "parachuruchuru"

852
00:47:38,600 --> 00:47:40,720
and you do the next two verses

853
00:47:40,880 --> 00:47:42,800
because I've sung the first two...

854
00:47:42,960 --> 00:47:43,960
-Okay.
-Is that okay?

855
00:47:44,120 --> 00:47:45,280
-Okay, okay.
-Go on.

856
00:47:45,440 --> 00:47:47,880
-Can you sing?
-Yes.

857
00:47:48,040 --> 00:47:50,320
Will you sing me
a little song, please?

858
00:47:51,040 --> 00:47:54,720
Okay, but I'll sing a short song.

859
00:47:54,880 --> 00:47:58,280
Okay, thanks. To all of you,
Alba Villa Flores.

860
00:48:02,560 --> 00:48:06,040
In Marbella, I heard him composing

861
00:48:06,520 --> 00:48:08,320
kind of rumba songs.

862
00:48:08,640 --> 00:48:11,600
I said: "Antonio, that's nice.
Why don't you record it?"

863
00:48:11,760 --> 00:48:13,720
"Me? I can't record this".

864
00:48:13,880 --> 00:48:16,080
-Why didn't he want to?
-Because it wasn't his style.

865
00:48:18,400 --> 00:48:21,240
Flavor, flavor,

866
00:48:21,960 --> 00:48:24,800
don't tell me no,

867
00:48:25,840 --> 00:48:30,520
that I'm like strong ivy
and look...

868
00:48:32,000 --> 00:48:33,760
Ketama was already around then.

869
00:48:33,920 --> 00:48:36,720
And Ray Heredia released
"Alegría de vivir".

870
00:48:36,880 --> 00:48:39,960
Raimundo had also started
with his brother: Pata Negra.

871
00:48:40,320 --> 00:48:42,040
And my brother flipped out.

872
00:48:42,200 --> 00:48:44,880
There were rock musicians around...

873
00:48:45,040 --> 00:48:47,120
-Playing with flamenco musicians.
-With flamenco musicians.

874
00:48:53,560 --> 00:48:54,960
That's what I'm saying.

875
00:49:04,400 --> 00:49:05,160
Let's see.

876
00:49:12,880 --> 00:49:15,680
-You know? That way, look for it.
-Right, but I get hoarse.

877
00:49:15,840 --> 00:49:18,640
We came from flamenco too,
my brother was a Gypsy.

878
00:49:18,800 --> 00:49:21,280
We were Gypsies
and we had flamenco at home.

879
00:49:23,800 --> 00:49:25,720
But we'd also listened
to funk, soul,

880
00:49:25,880 --> 00:49:28,640
all the modern music
that was popular at that time.

881
00:49:29,920 --> 00:49:32,840
I'm here, here alone,

882
00:49:33,240 --> 00:49:36,280
thinking of you,
going over it in my head.

883
00:49:36,640 --> 00:49:39,880
I can't take it anymore,
I'm going out

884
00:49:40,600 --> 00:49:43,120
to see if the booze wears off.

885
00:49:43,520 --> 00:49:47,040
I don't know why I said nothing

886
00:49:47,400 --> 00:49:49,680
when I met your eyes.

887
00:49:49,840 --> 00:49:50,840
-Something like this?
-Yes.

888
00:49:51,000 --> 00:49:54,920
Your father clicked and started
expressing himself in rumbas.

889
00:49:55,080 --> 00:49:58,120
And it was surprising.
I think for them too, you know?

890
00:49:58,440 --> 00:50:02,240
Because they realized that
the most special thing they had,

891
00:50:02,480 --> 00:50:04,360
had already been with them
all of their lives.

892
00:50:04,520 --> 00:50:07,280
Something special
is going to happen

893
00:50:07,480 --> 00:50:10,680
that even the pores of my skin

894
00:50:10,840 --> 00:50:13,480
cry out my name.

895
00:50:13,680 --> 00:50:15,960
In her family
everyone was and is an artist,

896
00:50:16,120 --> 00:50:20,120
but she broke with tradition
to succeed in her own style:

897
00:50:20,280 --> 00:50:23,720
a blend of rhythms, musical influences
and collaborations.

898
00:50:23,960 --> 00:50:25,840
And through it all, the presence
of her brother Antonio,

899
00:50:26,000 --> 00:50:28,280
in charge of lyrics and arrangements.

900
00:50:28,440 --> 00:50:31,120
A strange force comes to me,

901
00:50:31,520 --> 00:50:33,600
I can no longer tell

902
00:50:33,760 --> 00:50:37,120
the difference
between good and evil.

903
00:50:37,280 --> 00:50:40,120
I'm backing her up, that is,
I've done the songs for her

904
00:50:40,280 --> 00:50:43,360
and I've been leading her
with the idea of...

905
00:50:43,520 --> 00:50:47,560
what style she wants
and explaining it to the band mates.

906
00:50:47,840 --> 00:50:49,840
-But he's the soul of the album.
-And that's

907
00:50:50,000 --> 00:50:52,160
-more or less my job.
-The soul and the songs.

908
00:50:52,320 --> 00:50:55,080
Something in me
pushes me to jump,

909
00:50:55,480 --> 00:50:57,400
to live in freedom

910
00:50:57,680 --> 00:51:00,200
on the roofs of this great city.

911
00:51:02,400 --> 00:51:05,880
My cat does "uy, uy ,uy."

912
00:51:07,080 --> 00:51:10,800
My cat does "ay, ay, ay."

913
00:51:11,200 --> 00:51:13,480
And the three of us made
the "Rosario" style.

914
00:51:13,640 --> 00:51:16,320
With Dad's songs
as I used to sing them

915
00:51:16,480 --> 00:51:18,360
and with production
by Fernando Illán.

916
00:51:18,560 --> 00:51:20,160
He introduced me to Rosario.

917
00:51:20,760 --> 00:51:24,280
Or rather, he told Rosario
she had to do the record with me.

918
00:51:24,800 --> 00:51:26,960
With me and Arturo,
who was my co-producer.

919
00:51:27,120 --> 00:51:30,520
We didn't think about
whether it was good or bad,

920
00:51:30,680 --> 00:51:32,400
if people would like it or not.

921
00:51:34,440 --> 00:51:36,160
We worked in total freedom.

922
00:51:36,640 --> 00:51:39,560
Did Dad expect to be so successful
with Rosario's album?

923
00:51:39,720 --> 00:51:42,640
Never ever in his life.
We don't remember now,

924
00:51:42,800 --> 00:51:45,600
but Rosario's first record
with "Mi Gato" and so on

925
00:51:45,760 --> 00:51:47,480
was a smash hit.

926
00:51:47,800 --> 00:51:49,600
The stars aligned

927
00:51:50,000 --> 00:51:51,840
and suddenly we had a record

928
00:51:52,120 --> 00:51:55,480
that none of us thought
was going to be a smash hit.

929
00:51:55,640 --> 00:51:58,120
The public and the critics

930
00:51:58,280 --> 00:52:00,480
began to give him
the recognition he deserved.

931
00:52:00,640 --> 00:52:02,840
He gained a lot of confidence

932
00:52:03,000 --> 00:52:05,800
because one could see
he was a great composer.

933
00:52:06,840 --> 00:52:09,560
And I think for Antonio

934
00:52:09,880 --> 00:52:13,400
it was suddenly a way
to understand himself,

935
00:52:13,560 --> 00:52:16,080
of seeing what he wanted to be.

936
00:52:16,240 --> 00:52:18,400
Until he really found his voice

937
00:52:18,680 --> 00:52:21,840
and how he really wanted
to make the records.

938
00:52:22,000 --> 00:52:24,400
It was the first time I was
recognized as a composer,

939
00:52:24,720 --> 00:52:28,320
after being recognized for many
other things but a composer.

940
00:52:28,480 --> 00:52:30,080
What's more satisfying
than that, right?

941
00:52:30,240 --> 00:52:32,360
I told him that he had to

942
00:52:32,520 --> 00:52:35,040
bring out his talent in his records

943
00:52:35,200 --> 00:52:37,280
and not do it for his sister.

944
00:52:37,880 --> 00:52:41,480
He'd place himself
at the service of any music

945
00:52:41,640 --> 00:52:44,600
and what he was doing
was a total transgression.

946
00:52:44,760 --> 00:52:47,080
It was pen, paper

947
00:52:47,560 --> 00:52:49,240
and start playing

948
00:52:49,400 --> 00:52:52,120
without having a record label,
without anything.

949
00:52:52,320 --> 00:52:55,760
"Ay, it hurts me stepping on
the land, drinking the water and..."

950
00:52:55,920 --> 00:52:59,080
No, that's enough of the land,
we have 20 songs about that.

951
00:52:59,240 --> 00:53:00,440
" Well, "ay, ay...'

952
00:53:00,880 --> 00:53:02,760
Now talk about yourself.
What does hurt and how?

953
00:53:02,920 --> 00:53:05,040
-Ay, ay, ay, it hurts me.
-What does hurt you?

954
00:53:05,200 --> 00:53:08,360
"The rhythm that
gets into my head.

955
00:53:10,040 --> 00:53:11,360
Ay, ay, ay, it hurts me."

956
00:53:12,000 --> 00:53:15,440
The rhythm that
drives into my temples

957
00:53:17,280 --> 00:53:21,280
Ay, ay, how it hurts me.

958
00:53:21,440 --> 00:53:25,040
I let my hair grow long,
I wanted to look like him.

959
00:53:25,200 --> 00:53:27,560
I saw all musicians around

960
00:53:28,320 --> 00:53:32,240
admiring him, listening to him
and appreciating him musically.

961
00:53:32,760 --> 00:53:35,320
And he thought
he wasn't worth a damn.

962
00:53:35,480 --> 00:53:38,400
-Hi, how's your life? Good?
-Good, happy,

963
00:53:38,560 --> 00:53:41,120
because your sister Rosario's record
is doing very well.

964
00:53:41,280 --> 00:53:43,480
-Oh, yes, the cat one.
-Yes. Remember it? The cat one.

965
00:53:43,640 --> 00:53:46,280
-Yes.
-And then, well,

966
00:53:46,440 --> 00:53:48,640
the record gets acclaim and, well,

967
00:53:48,800 --> 00:53:51,320
people seem to be starting
to remember me now.

968
00:53:51,960 --> 00:53:53,680
I don't think anyone
has ever forgotten you.

969
00:53:53,840 --> 00:53:56,840
Well, yes, but I was kind of
in oblivion.

970
00:53:57,000 --> 00:53:59,560
He questioned his worth all the time

971
00:53:59,720 --> 00:54:01,600
as a musician and as a composer.

972
00:54:02,320 --> 00:54:06,080
It's true that he felt more pressure
as a result of Rosario's success.

973
00:54:06,240 --> 00:54:10,200
The pressure on him went up,

974
00:54:10,360 --> 00:54:13,160
among other things because his sister
wanted to make another record

975
00:54:13,320 --> 00:54:14,600
and demanded songs from him.

976
00:54:14,760 --> 00:54:16,640
He wanted to make
a whole album for Lolita

977
00:54:16,800 --> 00:54:19,240
as he'd done for Rosario,
because Lolita asked him too.

978
00:54:19,400 --> 00:54:21,400
Did he get requests?

979
00:54:21,560 --> 00:54:24,200
Victorio and Lucchino asked him
to do the song for "Abril",

980
00:54:24,360 --> 00:54:26,640
which was a commercial
Elle Macpherson did

981
00:54:26,800 --> 00:54:29,400
-and which Polanski directed.
-What?

982
00:54:32,200 --> 00:54:35,000
So, from the airport
to the recording studio,

983
00:54:35,680 --> 00:54:37,800
he got some paper
and started writing the lyrics.

984
00:54:38,440 --> 00:54:39,320
We got there,

985
00:54:39,480 --> 00:54:42,680
he sang it and the "Abril" people
were delighted.

986
00:54:42,840 --> 00:54:43,720
Amazing.

987
00:54:43,920 --> 00:54:46,600
The story of "Maldito"
comes from the companies,

988
00:54:47,320 --> 00:54:50,640
because at first they didn't believe
in Antonio the musician,

989
00:54:50,800 --> 00:54:54,000
but in Antonio
with the surname Flores.

990
00:54:54,400 --> 00:54:56,920
They wanted to play showbiz

991
00:54:57,480 --> 00:54:59,160
and I wasn't willing to play along

992
00:54:59,320 --> 00:55:01,760
because I knew what I could do.

993
00:55:02,440 --> 00:55:04,240
So I fought and I was cursed.

994
00:55:04,400 --> 00:55:06,720
After a while, thinking over it,

995
00:55:06,880 --> 00:55:10,800
I just don't know if it was
good for him at the time,

996
00:55:10,960 --> 00:55:12,880
to get into that frenzy,

997
00:55:13,040 --> 00:55:15,240
which you know very well, of success.

998
00:55:15,520 --> 00:55:18,280
Someone who has...

999
00:55:19,080 --> 00:55:22,360
certain weaknesses
when he gets stressed out, well,

1000
00:55:23,440 --> 00:55:25,880
puts himself at risk.

1001
00:55:26,040 --> 00:55:29,080
I think Antonio
was a very sensitive guy,

1002
00:55:30,480 --> 00:55:34,800
with a very odd personal situation

1003
00:55:34,960 --> 00:55:36,800
that made him very different.

1004
00:55:37,120 --> 00:55:38,720
You know that was a whole thing.

1005
00:55:39,760 --> 00:55:42,720
It's a way of escaping, always.
It's a way of...

1006
00:55:42,880 --> 00:55:46,520
The first time is usually the search
for that void you're missing.

1007
00:55:47,920 --> 00:55:49,960
Among the things that
have affected me the most

1008
00:55:50,120 --> 00:55:52,640
about the story of my family
going public...

1009
00:55:54,120 --> 00:55:57,320
it has been the stigma of drugs.

1010
00:55:57,720 --> 00:56:00,680
When people want to attack me,
even in school,

1011
00:56:01,320 --> 00:56:04,440
they attacked me with that,

1012
00:56:04,720 --> 00:56:06,280
very strongly. And...

1013
00:56:06,480 --> 00:56:08,200
-But because of Antonio?
-Yes.

1014
00:56:08,680 --> 00:56:10,880
I think this needs
a lot of understanding

1015
00:56:11,040 --> 00:56:12,800
because we are a whole generation

1016
00:56:12,960 --> 00:56:15,320
sharing that story,
because our parents

1017
00:56:15,480 --> 00:56:18,800
were from that time
and lived through those things.

1018
00:56:19,920 --> 00:56:21,200
In the 80s,

1019
00:56:21,360 --> 00:56:24,760
one out of every 500 Spaniards
took heroin.

1020
00:56:24,920 --> 00:56:28,240
Then we had all the promotion

1021
00:56:28,600 --> 00:56:31,160
of our idols, of our heroes,

1022
00:56:31,320 --> 00:56:33,320
who took it...

1023
00:56:35,480 --> 00:56:37,360
and mentioned it in songs.

1024
00:56:37,920 --> 00:56:41,440
So there was great romanticism
around that.

1025
00:56:43,520 --> 00:56:46,920
Honestly, I'd like to understand
a little better

1026
00:56:47,480 --> 00:56:49,240
what attracted him to it

1027
00:56:49,400 --> 00:56:53,080
or what it provided him with.

1028
00:56:53,280 --> 00:56:57,480
I don't want to talk about
the benefits of heroin, of course,

1029
00:56:57,640 --> 00:56:58,920
but it's true...

1030
00:56:59,960 --> 00:57:02,440
that it completely takes
the anxiety away.

1031
00:57:02,600 --> 00:57:05,200
I think it gave him
a certain calm.

1032
00:57:06,120 --> 00:57:09,520
It kind of made him
forget who he was

1033
00:57:09,760 --> 00:57:12,520
and how people saw him.

1034
00:57:15,640 --> 00:57:18,200
I think that's the source
of the problem,

1035
00:57:18,360 --> 00:57:20,200
that he discovered that...

1036
00:57:20,360 --> 00:57:22,960
there are things that calm
his permanent anxiety.

1037
00:57:23,280 --> 00:57:26,560
-Go, carry on, act.
-Acting? I can't do it anymore.

1038
00:57:29,040 --> 00:57:32,160
There was a way to take it
in order to function.

1039
00:57:33,080 --> 00:57:36,280
Sensitive people, obsessive people,

1040
00:57:36,440 --> 00:57:39,320
neurotic people, unstable people,

1041
00:57:39,480 --> 00:57:40,880
insecure people.

1042
00:57:41,040 --> 00:57:42,320
There they find...

1043
00:57:44,520 --> 00:57:45,560
the miracle.

1044
00:58:01,720 --> 00:58:04,880
How to drink of that bitter drink,

1045
00:58:05,280 --> 00:58:08,520
to swallow pain mixed with fatigue,

1046
00:58:08,960 --> 00:58:12,160
to be silent when the cry screams,

1047
00:58:12,560 --> 00:58:16,080
to shut your mouth
in the sleeping city.

1048
00:58:16,600 --> 00:58:18,680
Lola, what would you say, from here,

1049
00:58:19,720 --> 00:58:23,720
to a woman whose son is a drug addict?

1050
00:58:23,960 --> 00:58:26,480
Always be with him, don't abandon him,

1051
00:58:26,720 --> 00:58:29,640
bring him to his senses
so that he can tell you himself:

1052
00:58:29,800 --> 00:58:32,320
"Yes, Mom, I want to get well".

1053
00:58:32,680 --> 00:58:35,080
-Have you had that experience, Lola?
-Yes, I have.

1054
00:58:36,520 --> 00:58:39,240
Some clowning around
by a boy who had everything

1055
00:58:39,400 --> 00:58:40,840
and wanted to know the bad side.

1056
00:58:42,400 --> 00:58:46,080
Noble, good, because almost always
the good ones are those who...

1057
00:58:46,240 --> 00:58:48,640
want to try other things in life.

1058
00:58:48,800 --> 00:58:51,800
-Have you ever tried drugs, Lola?
-Yes, yes, of course.

1059
00:58:52,440 --> 00:58:54,840
I've tried coke and weed.

1060
00:58:55,000 --> 00:58:56,520
Yes, of course I have.

1061
00:58:56,960 --> 00:59:00,080
So what? I've also had
whiskey and red wine.

1062
00:59:00,360 --> 00:59:03,160
One can do everything in life
with judgement.

1063
00:59:03,440 --> 00:59:06,640
What's the use
of being a saint's son?

1064
00:59:07,120 --> 00:59:10,400
Another life who goes on
not so dead.

1065
00:59:10,800 --> 00:59:14,280
Another life truth, not so dead.

1066
00:59:14,440 --> 00:59:17,880
So many lies, so much brute force.

1067
00:59:22,360 --> 00:59:23,320
Father,

1068
00:59:23,920 --> 00:59:26,920
take this chalice away from me.

1069
00:59:27,640 --> 00:59:30,480
Take this chalice away from me.

1070
00:59:31,280 --> 00:59:34,080
Take this chalice away from me

1071
00:59:34,920 --> 00:59:38,280
of wine full of blood.

1072
00:59:39,040 --> 00:59:41,920
I came from conflictive siblings
with problems,

1073
00:59:42,080 --> 00:59:44,240
and my relationship with him,
above all, was like that.

1074
00:59:44,400 --> 00:59:45,520
YOUR FRIEND MARIOLA ORELLANA

1075
00:59:45,680 --> 00:59:48,800
And I always aimed
to make him strong, fit,

1076
00:59:49,280 --> 00:59:50,680
to take care of himself.

1077
00:59:50,840 --> 00:59:55,000
I loved him and was determined
to get him out of it,

1078
00:59:55,160 --> 00:59:58,400
because I believe that was
what your grandma intended too,

1079
00:59:58,560 --> 01:00:01,880
because I knew a lot about this,
I had witnessed 200 arguments.

1080
01:00:02,040 --> 01:00:05,840
I knew very well how to
handle these situations and...

1081
01:00:06,000 --> 01:00:09,080
well, that was my attitude.

1082
01:00:09,240 --> 01:00:12,920
He had a rough time,
but because he was physically ill.

1083
01:00:13,080 --> 01:00:15,880
Not with your mom, but with
the whole world, with himself.

1084
01:00:21,120 --> 01:00:23,760
Your grandmother
called me tons of times:

1085
01:00:23,920 --> 01:00:26,040
"Chirro, please, come over,
give me a hand."

1086
01:00:26,200 --> 01:00:28,840
In August instead of going on holidays,
I went to a clinic in Barcelona

1087
01:00:29,000 --> 01:00:31,040
and I was staying at the clinic
with him.

1088
01:00:31,880 --> 01:00:34,360
We didn't know what to do,
I didn't know what to do.

1089
01:00:34,800 --> 01:00:38,520
Because I also kind of set
some conditions for him.

1090
01:00:39,400 --> 01:00:42,880
And that burdened him too,
of course it did.

1091
01:00:43,320 --> 01:00:45,120
It burdened both of us, me too.

1092
01:00:46,000 --> 01:00:49,000
At the time I was...

1093
01:00:49,680 --> 01:00:52,320
stuck in a loop all day:
"How do we do this?

1094
01:00:52,480 --> 01:00:54,360
Is he okay now?
Is he not? Is he?".

1095
01:00:54,520 --> 01:00:57,360
Did you share your concerns
for Dad with "Ole Ole"?

1096
01:00:57,600 --> 01:00:58,520
Often,

1097
01:00:58,680 --> 01:01:04,280
because we first went through
a detox clinic

1098
01:01:05,120 --> 01:01:08,280
where I spent 25 days

1099
01:01:08,440 --> 01:01:10,800
locked up with him in a room.

1100
01:01:11,200 --> 01:01:13,040
Then we went to a retreat,

1101
01:01:13,200 --> 01:01:15,680
for about four months.

1102
01:01:15,920 --> 01:01:17,880
All this without you,
it was awful.

1103
01:01:18,200 --> 01:01:20,400
Only someone who has
been through it, knows it.

1104
01:01:22,000 --> 01:01:24,960
A scream in the night

1105
01:01:27,440 --> 01:01:29,760
someone heard.

1106
01:01:31,960 --> 01:01:34,960
My body trembled

1107
01:01:37,160 --> 01:01:39,360
without my knowing it.

1108
01:01:44,080 --> 01:01:46,880
The city crumbles...

1109
01:01:49,000 --> 01:01:51,840
over the people.

1110
01:01:53,960 --> 01:01:57,120
And it's a place of fat sheep...

1111
01:01:59,360 --> 01:02:02,080
where evil doesn't matter.

1112
01:02:05,760 --> 01:02:08,320
When he came back,
you could tell he had...

1113
01:02:08,720 --> 01:02:11,360
a lot of strength, a lot.

1114
01:02:11,520 --> 01:02:14,680
I've taken the positive from
that suffering, that discomfort,

1115
01:02:14,840 --> 01:02:17,640
of walking the streets
and sewers of Madrid,

1116
01:02:18,440 --> 01:02:19,640
and it's served me well.

1117
01:02:19,800 --> 01:02:23,360
I'm 32. I'm out and that's it.

1118
01:02:25,040 --> 01:02:27,880
Get your hair off your face.
You're very pretty like that.

1119
01:02:31,400 --> 01:02:34,280
Oh, so cheesy.
She looks like all fancy.

1120
01:02:34,680 --> 01:02:37,600
There was a girl named Alba...

1121
01:02:37,760 --> 01:02:40,760
Shortly after coming from
the retreat, in summer,

1122
01:02:41,520 --> 01:02:42,640
another relapse.

1123
01:02:43,480 --> 01:02:48,160
Then I became very desperate.

1124
01:02:48,440 --> 01:02:51,200
She sees what's going on,

1125
01:02:51,480 --> 01:02:53,720
the hard time I'm having,
and what do we do?

1126
01:02:53,880 --> 01:02:57,040
She told me: "Go, leave him,
see if he realizes".

1127
01:02:59,560 --> 01:03:02,240
How did he take it...

1128
01:03:03,600 --> 01:03:05,120
when you decided to separate?

1129
01:03:06,320 --> 01:03:10,000
He was in such a bad way that he said
to me: "Yes, go, it's best for both of you,

1130
01:03:10,160 --> 01:03:11,640
for you and for Alba. Go."

1131
01:03:13,960 --> 01:03:15,520
It was the best thing I could do,

1132
01:03:15,800 --> 01:03:18,040
because the life I was leading

1133
01:03:18,200 --> 01:03:21,480
was a life that
I had to control on my own.

1134
01:03:21,640 --> 01:03:24,520
I couldn't bring anybody in.
It was the best thing.

1135
01:03:25,240 --> 01:03:26,840
We'll see what happens, right?

1136
01:03:27,440 --> 01:03:28,960
Antonio, that's...

1137
01:03:29,720 --> 01:03:31,560
You know what I mean.
That's all over now.

1138
01:03:31,720 --> 01:03:32,720
It's over now.

1139
01:03:32,880 --> 01:03:34,840
-Shall we touch wood?
-But no one believes me.

1140
01:03:35,040 --> 01:03:36,960
Musician, Gypsy, cursed, genius.

1141
01:03:37,160 --> 01:03:40,160
Antonio Flores gets back on track
after five years of silence.

1142
01:03:40,320 --> 01:03:41,840
The man of the Flores dynasty

1143
01:03:42,000 --> 01:03:44,640
is ready to put an end
to his dark legend.

1144
01:03:44,800 --> 01:03:47,840
At that time, at a toxic level,

1145
01:03:48,520 --> 01:03:52,440
we were all
on a crusade to be clean

1146
01:03:52,600 --> 01:03:54,520
and that made us

1147
01:03:54,680 --> 01:03:56,880
much more connected to life,

1148
01:03:57,040 --> 01:03:59,480
with laughter and enjoyment.

1149
01:04:07,000 --> 01:04:09,520
I think, at one point,
he was like a fifth Rodríguez.

1150
01:04:09,840 --> 01:04:12,080
He was also...

1151
01:04:12,280 --> 01:04:15,120
looking for something
musical at the time.

1152
01:04:15,280 --> 01:04:17,440
-You'll see the record I'm releasing.
-Yeah?

1153
01:04:17,760 --> 01:04:19,440
-They're all your songs?
-All of them.

1154
01:04:19,600 --> 01:04:23,360
My production, my songs,
and the LP's called "Cosas Mías".

1155
01:04:23,560 --> 01:04:26,160
And at 1:30 in the morning
the phone rings.

1156
01:04:26,440 --> 01:04:27,960
"Who is it? Antonio?
Come on up".

1157
01:04:28,880 --> 01:04:31,800
As the door opened, he said to me:
"This is the record we have to make".

1158
01:04:32,520 --> 01:04:33,480
And he gave it to me like this.

1159
01:04:33,640 --> 01:04:35,720
-This document is impressive.
-Yes, it is.

1160
01:04:36,200 --> 01:04:37,960
And I haven't read it well, but...

1161
01:04:38,120 --> 01:04:40,600
I think it has unpublished lyrics.

1162
01:04:40,960 --> 01:04:42,880
"In a distant past I saw Jesus weep

1163
01:04:43,040 --> 01:04:45,600
and I bore the guilt,
I carried the cross."

1164
01:04:55,120 --> 01:04:58,560
This is the story
of Juan "El Golosina,"

1165
01:04:58,920 --> 01:05:02,560
who as a child was fond of cooking.

1166
01:05:02,760 --> 01:05:06,480
They gave him tanks and soldiers

1167
01:05:06,640 --> 01:05:10,160
and he preferred to have
a thousand hairstyles.

1168
01:05:10,520 --> 01:05:14,160
At school
they called him "El Gallina",

1169
01:05:14,440 --> 01:05:17,760
they mistook him
for vases from China.

1170
01:05:17,920 --> 01:05:21,560
One morning, as we headed
for the van to play,

1171
01:05:21,840 --> 01:05:23,440
Germán Vilella, the drummer, arrived,

1172
01:05:23,840 --> 01:05:27,440
really, really knocked out,
because he'd listened that night

1173
01:05:27,680 --> 01:05:29,800
to the demos of the record.

1174
01:05:30,600 --> 01:05:31,720
He was amazed.

1175
01:05:31,880 --> 01:05:35,200
I remember that the day
we signed with the record company,

1176
01:05:35,360 --> 01:05:39,000
we went to see José María Cámara
and your dad went with his guitar.

1177
01:05:39,320 --> 01:05:41,560
He sang three or four songs to him

1178
01:05:41,800 --> 01:05:44,960
and José María Cámara said:
"Paco, this guy must get signed now".

1179
01:05:45,120 --> 01:05:48,160
Now far from the time when
he was immersed in the drug world,

1180
01:05:48,320 --> 01:05:51,160
Antonio Flores has captured
all his creative talent

1181
01:05:51,320 --> 01:05:52,520
in this new recording.

1182
01:05:52,680 --> 01:05:54,880
Someone unaware of Antonio
who listens to this album

1183
01:05:55,480 --> 01:05:58,280
will know what Antonio is like
musically and personally.

1184
01:05:58,440 --> 01:06:02,440
He'd realized that, finally,
the record was good.

1185
01:06:02,680 --> 01:06:05,680
He liked what he'd done,
he was happy with that record,

1186
01:06:05,960 --> 01:06:09,120
the songs, everything.
So, he felt very fulfilled.

1187
01:06:09,280 --> 01:06:12,120
That's why I was spoiled
in music because, of course,

1188
01:06:12,320 --> 01:06:14,880
you got to a gig
and it was full of people.

1189
01:06:15,040 --> 01:06:18,640
And that was normal.
Later, working with other artists,

1190
01:06:18,800 --> 01:06:20,960
I realized that it was rare.

1191
01:06:21,240 --> 01:06:23,720
He was able to get the audience,

1192
01:06:24,320 --> 01:06:25,960
well, to the max.

1193
01:06:26,120 --> 01:06:29,400
I've seen women
slapping each other over him.

1194
01:06:29,880 --> 01:06:33,040
Besides, he was very handsome,
he was a hunk.

1195
01:06:33,200 --> 01:06:35,120
I'd see him on stage and I'd say:

1196
01:06:35,280 --> 01:06:37,880
"You can't be a better artist,

1197
01:06:38,360 --> 01:06:40,520
you can't compose better

1198
01:06:41,360 --> 01:06:43,120
or have a better look".

1199
01:06:43,280 --> 01:06:44,880
Thank you, Madrid!

1200
01:06:45,280 --> 01:06:48,240
Thank you. What a crowd, I'm not leaving,
even if they throw me out.

1201
01:06:48,400 --> 01:06:51,200
Do you remember the dance he did?
It was like...

1202
01:06:51,360 --> 01:06:54,040
-an Indian dance, like this.
-Really?

1203
01:06:54,200 --> 01:06:57,120
He'd dance like an Indian,
like he was in a trance,

1204
01:06:57,360 --> 01:06:58,680
on the stage.

1205
01:07:04,600 --> 01:07:07,280
I'll introduce you to the band...

1206
01:07:08,760 --> 01:07:10,360
of delinquents I have.

1207
01:07:12,040 --> 01:07:14,760
Look, let's start with the base.

1208
01:07:14,920 --> 01:07:17,640
On drums, Eric Franklin.

1209
01:07:19,960 --> 01:07:21,880
-Did you guys have...?
-He had a special charisma.

1210
01:07:22,160 --> 01:07:25,040
On keyboards, Tato Icasto.

1211
01:07:25,840 --> 01:07:28,600
He was full-tilt, really hyped.

1212
01:07:28,760 --> 01:07:32,360
And on my right,
another guitar: Javier Catalá.

1213
01:07:34,800 --> 01:07:38,360
There's a before and an after
with the album "Cosas mías".

1214
01:07:39,440 --> 01:07:42,360
The first set we did from "Cosas mías",
the first live shows,

1215
01:07:42,520 --> 01:07:45,520
instead of starting with
a strong song, a heavy song,

1216
01:07:45,680 --> 01:07:47,080
-we started with...
-Yes,

1217
01:07:47,240 --> 01:07:48,760
-from less to more.
-...with "Siete vidas."

1218
01:07:50,080 --> 01:07:52,480
-Sitting on his stool, remember?
-True, I didn't remember that.

1219
01:07:52,720 --> 01:07:56,040
An odd thing and risky too
because nobody does it.

1220
01:07:59,080 --> 01:08:04,520
Four years of scattered happiness,

1221
01:08:07,120 --> 01:08:12,960
four years of distrustful glances.

1222
01:08:14,960 --> 01:08:18,240
Do you remember the first time
he showed you "Siete Vidas"?

1223
01:08:19,080 --> 01:08:19,880
Yes, I did.

1224
01:08:20,320 --> 01:08:22,400
-Where were you?
-In Marbella.

1225
01:08:23,000 --> 01:08:25,160
I went to pick you up,

1226
01:08:25,400 --> 01:08:29,280
he got me in the car
and put it in the cassette player.

1227
01:08:30,000 --> 01:08:32,080
Take it easy, honey,

1228
01:08:32,240 --> 01:08:35,400
I've broken with the past.

1229
01:08:37,000 --> 01:08:39,280
A thousand caresses to tell you

1230
01:08:39,440 --> 01:08:42,920
that a cat has seven lives.

1231
01:08:43,320 --> 01:08:46,480
Six lives I've already burned

1232
01:08:46,640 --> 01:08:49,240
and this last one
I want to live by your side.

1233
01:08:49,400 --> 01:08:51,240
"Why don't you do what you say?".

1234
01:08:52,440 --> 01:08:54,360
You know, my frustration was:

1235
01:08:54,520 --> 01:08:57,640
"Very beautifully sung,
very nice written. Do it.

1236
01:08:58,280 --> 01:08:59,280
Do it."

1237
01:08:59,600 --> 01:09:01,640
What amazed me about Antonio was

1238
01:09:01,840 --> 01:09:05,120
his outrageous productivity, y'know?

1239
01:09:05,440 --> 01:09:07,880
From '92 to '94,

1240
01:09:08,200 --> 01:09:10,400
-Antonio did thirty songs.
-Yeah.

1241
01:09:10,560 --> 01:09:11,760
In two years.

1242
01:09:11,920 --> 01:09:13,800
-Thirty hits.
-Thirty hits.

1243
01:09:14,240 --> 01:09:16,720
And on this record,
which I'll present right now,

1244
01:09:17,600 --> 01:09:20,400
I want Antonio to be recognized

1245
01:09:20,560 --> 01:09:22,200
not only on his merits

1246
01:09:22,920 --> 01:09:26,240
as a singer and performer,

1247
01:09:26,560 --> 01:09:28,560
but also his merits as a composer.

1248
01:09:28,720 --> 01:09:32,960
Did Dad get to savor a moment
of his explosion of success?

1249
01:09:33,240 --> 01:09:36,440
Yes, yes. I've often wondered
if he was prepared

1250
01:09:36,600 --> 01:09:39,000
psychologically for that.

1251
01:09:41,400 --> 01:09:43,440
-Why do you think he wasn't?
-Because it was a time

1252
01:09:43,600 --> 01:09:46,040
when he was very worried
about his mother.

1253
01:09:46,200 --> 01:09:50,000
There were other factors
that caused him great pain.

1254
01:09:57,080 --> 01:09:59,360
I've had breast cancer
for 24 years.

1255
01:09:59,520 --> 01:10:02,480
I've worked like that,
done television,

1256
01:10:02,640 --> 01:10:05,040
travelled, swirled my shawl...

1257
01:10:05,200 --> 01:10:08,720
Understand? And I've suffered
a great deal, as has my family.

1258
01:10:08,880 --> 01:10:10,920
They were very worried about me.

1259
01:10:11,080 --> 01:10:14,840
From then on, no one
made plans in that house,

1260
01:10:15,200 --> 01:10:17,440
because we didn't know
what would happen.

1261
01:10:18,640 --> 01:10:21,280
That's why he bought the cabin,
to be with her.

1262
01:10:21,520 --> 01:10:25,520
How about that, in a house
in La Moraleja with a lawn garden,

1263
01:10:25,720 --> 01:10:28,280
and they put a wooden cabin.
Your father's problem

1264
01:10:28,440 --> 01:10:32,240
was that he couldn't see Lola suffer,

1265
01:10:32,400 --> 01:10:34,920
and she suffered greatly at the end.

1266
01:10:35,080 --> 01:10:36,520
-How's your mother?
-My mother's very well,

1267
01:10:36,680 --> 01:10:39,280
she's in good spirits right now.

1268
01:10:39,760 --> 01:10:43,760
The medication is working,
she's getting better and better.

1269
01:10:43,920 --> 01:10:47,920
She still has her energy, her mind
never stops, neither does her laughter.

1270
01:10:48,080 --> 01:10:51,400
She's never stopped being herself,
she hasn't been too bad.

1271
01:10:52,480 --> 01:10:54,480
She didn't want to stop working.

1272
01:10:54,680 --> 01:10:57,960
She couldn't anymore,
but she hung on until the end,

1273
01:10:58,200 --> 01:10:59,320
and said:

1274
01:10:59,480 --> 01:11:02,520
"If I stop, I'll ruin the three of them".

1275
01:11:02,680 --> 01:11:05,840
To our family, our people,
to everyone, to Spain!

1276
01:11:06,000 --> 01:11:07,000
Let's go!

1277
01:11:07,160 --> 01:11:10,600
Lolita, Antonio and Rosario.

1278
01:11:13,360 --> 01:11:15,960
Courage to live.

1279
01:11:16,880 --> 01:11:18,200
Courage to live.

1280
01:11:18,360 --> 01:11:20,400
That was to be sung
at my grandmother's tribute.

1281
01:11:20,560 --> 01:11:21,760
To your grandmother, yes.

1282
01:11:21,920 --> 01:11:23,720
I don't think the three of you
have sung any other song together.

1283
01:11:23,880 --> 01:11:25,000
No, none.

1284
01:11:27,440 --> 01:11:32,800
Courage to live and not die.

1285
01:11:34,280 --> 01:11:36,760
Courage to live,

1286
01:11:36,920 --> 01:11:39,320
that's the way it is.

1287
01:11:54,400 --> 01:11:55,760
Right, well...

1288
01:11:57,720 --> 01:11:59,600
-Ask us, ask us.
-Let's see...

1289
01:11:59,760 --> 01:12:02,240
-Ask what you've never asked.
-Well, well...

1290
01:12:08,920 --> 01:12:11,640
Look, one thing I'd like
to ask is how...

1291
01:12:16,080 --> 01:12:17,400
how... how...

1292
01:12:17,560 --> 01:12:20,360
For example, how did Dad
handle "Ole Ole's" illness?

1293
01:12:20,520 --> 01:12:22,800
Very badly.

1294
01:12:24,120 --> 01:12:25,840
"Ole Ole's" illness
was handled very badly

1295
01:12:26,000 --> 01:12:28,200
from the moment they told us.

1296
01:12:28,840 --> 01:12:32,200
I asked the doctor
how long she had left

1297
01:12:32,960 --> 01:12:35,920
and the doctor opened
the window and said:

1298
01:12:36,080 --> 01:12:39,800
"Ask the man up there,
because I can't tell you".

1299
01:12:40,280 --> 01:12:43,840
You know what?
Mom was 72 when she died.

1300
01:12:44,360 --> 01:12:46,720
-Don't cry, because if you do...
-No.

1301
01:12:46,880 --> 01:12:48,480
...I'll cry, we'll cry...

1302
01:12:48,720 --> 01:12:50,440
We'll all start crying here.

1303
01:12:50,600 --> 01:12:53,120
-Well...
-But I like...

1304
01:12:53,480 --> 01:12:55,600
First, I like that you're asking

1305
01:12:55,760 --> 01:12:58,040
everything you haven't asked
until now, my dear,

1306
01:12:58,520 --> 01:13:00,160
because I was dying

1307
01:13:00,320 --> 01:13:03,240
to tell you everything
you want to know.

1308
01:13:03,680 --> 01:13:07,480
And "Ole Ole" died very young,
she was 72.

1309
01:13:07,920 --> 01:13:10,120
Today I see people
72 years old and I say:

1310
01:13:10,280 --> 01:13:12,720
"My mother, how awful,
she was so young".

1311
01:13:13,080 --> 01:13:14,960
Mom went away annoyed

1312
01:13:15,120 --> 01:13:17,160
because she didn't want to go.

1313
01:13:17,600 --> 01:13:20,440
She fought and had faith
that she wasn't leaving.

1314
01:13:20,600 --> 01:13:22,560
She didn't want your father
to be around.

1315
01:13:23,200 --> 01:13:25,800
In fact, your father was in Málaga,
at Marianne's house,

1316
01:13:26,680 --> 01:13:27,680
and he'd call.

1317
01:13:28,320 --> 01:13:31,080
And when Antonio called,
as she was like this, she'd say:

1318
01:13:31,440 --> 01:13:32,680
"Tell him I'm asleep."

1319
01:13:32,880 --> 01:13:35,320
She'd talk to him now and then.
He said: "Mom, I'm coming tomorrow".

1320
01:13:35,480 --> 01:13:37,960
She said:
"No, stay a few more days".

1321
01:13:38,600 --> 01:13:40,520
And just as he arrived,
she was already dead.

1322
01:13:40,760 --> 01:13:42,920
But there's one major thing
that I always say,

1323
01:13:43,080 --> 01:13:44,960
which is hard for me to tell you,

1324
01:13:45,800 --> 01:13:47,840
but just before Mom went,

1325
01:13:48,800 --> 01:13:50,640
he called me, and you,

1326
01:13:51,040 --> 01:13:54,720
and said to me: "Rosario,
I'm going after Mom".

1327
01:13:55,360 --> 01:13:56,680
-He said that to you?
-Yes, he did.

1328
01:13:56,920 --> 01:14:00,360
And I said to him: "What are you saying,
Antonio? Don't be a fool, don't say that".

1329
01:14:00,800 --> 01:14:03,760
And he said: "Yes, Rosario,
I'll go after Mom,

1330
01:14:03,920 --> 01:14:05,440
I'll go after Mom".

1331
01:14:05,600 --> 01:14:08,040
And just as I was going to sleep,
they called me

1332
01:14:08,400 --> 01:14:10,800
to tell me that
your grandma had died

1333
01:14:11,480 --> 01:14:13,400
and not to tell him.

1334
01:14:13,560 --> 01:14:16,840
I went to pick him up at
the airport and straight away he said:

1335
01:14:17,000 --> 01:14:18,560
"Mom has died, right?"
and I said: "Yes, she has.

1336
01:14:18,720 --> 01:14:22,440
That was when he punched
a wall and broke his wrist.

1337
01:14:24,720 --> 01:14:26,960
Good morning. Welcome.
This is "Spain at 7",

1338
01:14:27,120 --> 01:14:29,560
on Radio 1, Spanish National Radio.
Pedro Meyer speaking.

1339
01:14:29,720 --> 01:14:32,760
Lola Flores, the great Spanish artist,
"Lola of Spain",

1340
01:14:33,200 --> 01:14:35,600
passed away this early morning
in her home in Madrid.

1341
01:14:37,160 --> 01:14:39,640
He went in, kissed his mother

1342
01:14:40,800 --> 01:14:42,880
like he never did before,

1343
01:14:43,040 --> 01:14:46,520
went to his cabin
and didn't want to know anything.

1344
01:14:49,880 --> 01:14:53,640
And when my phone rang,
it was Serrat.

1345
01:14:54,480 --> 01:14:56,880
He said: "I'm not calling
to present my condolences,

1346
01:14:57,960 --> 01:15:00,080
because this was a death foretold,

1347
01:15:00,600 --> 01:15:02,240
I'm calling to tell you

1348
01:15:02,400 --> 01:15:05,640
that I'm only worried
about your brother.

1349
01:15:07,080 --> 01:15:08,280
And he wasn't wrong.

1350
01:15:14,000 --> 01:15:17,280
In those last days
he drank a lot, took pills.

1351
01:15:17,520 --> 01:15:20,320
He wasn't physically well.
He wasn't eating or sleeping.

1352
01:15:20,480 --> 01:15:23,440
So, he was having a very bad time.

1353
01:15:23,600 --> 01:15:25,640
After your grandma went
we never left him alone

1354
01:15:25,800 --> 01:15:28,400
because we were afraid,

1355
01:15:28,560 --> 01:15:31,120
that he'd drown,
because he was drowning.

1356
01:15:32,800 --> 01:15:35,720
-He didn't go to the funeral.
-He didn't go anywhere.

1357
01:15:35,880 --> 01:15:37,200
Did he decide not to go?

1358
01:15:37,360 --> 01:15:39,560
No, he even had his clothes ready.

1359
01:15:39,720 --> 01:15:43,200
The fortnight he was here,
my brother wasn't...

1360
01:15:43,360 --> 01:15:44,720
a destroyer who...

1361
01:15:45,160 --> 01:15:48,840
All he had was his grief
and weeping, you know? That's all.

1362
01:15:49,280 --> 01:15:50,880
And he was venting.

1363
01:16:08,360 --> 01:16:11,440
But also, on the other hand,
it was like an ongoing party.

1364
01:16:11,680 --> 01:16:14,680
All of Spain came
to pay their respects.

1365
01:16:14,840 --> 01:16:18,040
And he looked after them,
after everyone.

1366
01:16:18,200 --> 01:16:20,360
There were lots of music people too.

1367
01:16:20,520 --> 01:16:23,840
And he was there: "Look what I have here,
I can make two albums".

1368
01:16:24,000 --> 01:16:25,640
I mean, he didn't want
to leave at all.

1369
01:16:25,800 --> 01:16:28,680
He was there, with his mess,
the papers, the usual,

1370
01:16:28,840 --> 01:16:32,080
and suddenly your mom came in,
unexpected, as if by surprise,

1371
01:16:33,000 --> 01:16:35,400
and his face, that joy...

1372
01:16:35,560 --> 01:16:38,160
-Where was he when you last saw him?
-Here.

1373
01:16:38,320 --> 01:16:39,440
-Oh, yes?
-Yes.

1374
01:16:48,120 --> 01:16:50,360
I'm remembering now
the last time I saw him.

1375
01:16:58,000 --> 01:17:00,240
He was in a bad way.
He was in his cabin.

1376
01:17:00,400 --> 01:17:02,840
There were always lots of people
around because, of course,

1377
01:17:03,040 --> 01:17:05,560
now I understand that
everyone was trying

1378
01:17:05,720 --> 01:17:08,440
to support him in a way,
to not leave him alone.

1379
01:17:08,600 --> 01:17:11,440
But I do remember getting very angry

1380
01:17:11,920 --> 01:17:15,280
because I felt he was
being very distant.

1381
01:17:16,360 --> 01:17:18,640
I remember going to see him,
I was pacing around the house:

1382
01:17:18,800 --> 01:17:22,400
"Maybe I can see my father".
I was with him briefly

1383
01:17:22,560 --> 01:17:25,320
and felt he was very distant,
very far away.

1384
01:17:25,520 --> 01:17:28,120
I recall leaving very angry:
"Jeez, my father's ignoring me".

1385
01:17:30,840 --> 01:17:33,640
"C'mon, let's see what gigs
are out there, let's work".

1386
01:17:34,240 --> 01:17:37,160
A fortnight later:
"Are you sure you want to?".

1387
01:17:37,320 --> 01:17:38,760
"Let's get to work".

1388
01:17:39,080 --> 01:17:41,520
And so we quickly organized it
in Pamplona.

1389
01:17:46,760 --> 01:17:48,360
Do you like the glasses I bought?

1390
01:17:50,280 --> 01:17:52,360
He'd always had joy,
good spirits...

1391
01:17:52,520 --> 01:17:54,280
He was a wreck,

1392
01:17:54,680 --> 01:17:58,240
but he found strength
where there was none.

1393
01:17:58,560 --> 01:18:00,640
I cried over Camarón
because a genius died.

1394
01:18:01,240 --> 01:18:03,880
Now I've cried because
a genius and my mother died.

1395
01:18:05,280 --> 01:18:06,520
But life goes on

1396
01:18:07,080 --> 01:18:11,000
and my mother wants to see me
on stage and successful.

1397
01:18:11,240 --> 01:18:12,920
And this gala is dedicated to her.

1398
01:18:13,080 --> 01:18:15,560
That concert was
to prove to himself,

1399
01:18:15,920 --> 01:18:19,760
to his mother and the world

1400
01:18:20,160 --> 01:18:22,440
that he was there

1401
01:18:22,600 --> 01:18:25,880
and that he'd achieved it
after so many years.

1402
01:18:26,400 --> 01:18:30,040
That he was the Lola Flores' son no more,
he was now Antonio Flores.

1403
01:18:31,000 --> 01:18:34,680
I thought he wouldn't be able to,
and he was great in Pamplona.

1404
01:18:35,400 --> 01:18:38,800
And that concert was magical.

1405
01:18:42,680 --> 01:18:46,280
This is the first gala
after my mother's death.

1406
01:18:49,000 --> 01:18:51,880
I just want to tell you
that I'm tired,

1407
01:18:52,040 --> 01:18:55,400
I'm pretty sleep-deprived,

1408
01:18:55,640 --> 01:18:56,720
very emotional

1409
01:18:57,760 --> 01:19:00,880
and apart from dedicating
the show to you, of course,

1410
01:19:01,040 --> 01:19:04,120
it's dedicated to Lola Flores.

1411
01:19:14,200 --> 01:19:16,000
I think all of us who were there

1412
01:19:16,800 --> 01:19:18,520
saw that it was

1413
01:19:19,560 --> 01:19:21,680
a very special moment

1414
01:19:21,840 --> 01:19:25,280
and we heard him singing

1415
01:19:25,480 --> 01:19:28,600
with that "moan" he'd use and...

1416
01:19:28,880 --> 01:19:30,320
that power, right?

1417
01:19:35,640 --> 01:19:39,880
A thorn stuck...

1418
01:19:40,440 --> 01:19:44,160
on the top of my mountain...

1419
01:19:45,000 --> 01:19:48,600
and a cloud settled...

1420
01:19:49,560 --> 01:19:53,840
-on my spider's web.
-On my spider's web.

1421
01:19:54,880 --> 01:19:57,920
You know what my pain is.

1422
01:19:59,360 --> 01:20:03,160
Oh, please, give me warmth.

1423
01:20:05,920 --> 01:20:08,760
You know what my pain is.

1424
01:20:11,480 --> 01:20:15,440
Oh, please, give me... warmth.

1425
01:20:15,600 --> 01:20:16,480
Fuck.

1426
01:20:17,840 --> 01:20:20,400
"Oh, please give me warmth".
Right, tell me.

1427
01:20:20,560 --> 01:20:22,840
Oh, please give me warmth.

1428
01:20:23,360 --> 01:20:27,240
Now with a note...
Oh, please, give me warmth.

1429
01:20:27,480 --> 01:20:30,600
Oh, please, give me... warmth.

1430
01:20:30,760 --> 01:20:34,560
With nothing else.
What you're saying and a sound.

1431
01:20:35,240 --> 01:20:38,800
Oh, please, give me... warmth.

1432
01:20:39,280 --> 01:20:43,520
You know what my pain is.

1433
01:20:44,120 --> 01:20:47,440
Oh, please, give me... warmth.

1434
01:20:56,400 --> 01:21:01,760
Thanks. Warmth...

1435
01:21:01,920 --> 01:21:03,560
Getting back on the bus,

1436
01:21:03,720 --> 01:21:07,680
I saw he was sad, especially sad,
when we'd done the concert.

1437
01:21:08,080 --> 01:21:10,080
He said:
"I gave it everything there".

1438
01:21:10,280 --> 01:21:12,800
He was exhausted
on the way back from that trip.

1439
01:21:14,000 --> 01:21:17,400
Back from Pamplona, I stayed
with him in the cabin

1440
01:21:17,760 --> 01:21:20,720
making sure he didn't hurt himself,
that he didn't... You know?

1441
01:21:20,880 --> 01:21:23,920
We always had
a Polaroid on the table.

1442
01:21:24,240 --> 01:21:27,440
We were always taking photos
of ourselves, of people.

1443
01:21:27,600 --> 01:21:30,520
We'd staple them to the wall,
making like a collage,

1444
01:21:30,680 --> 01:21:33,480
because your father
loved making collages.

1445
01:21:33,800 --> 01:21:36,920
Those were rough days.
He was unruly, you know?

1446
01:21:37,080 --> 01:21:39,080
There was a time when
he was unruly...

1447
01:21:40,000 --> 01:21:43,640
"Why? Why my mother?
Why my mother?".

1448
01:21:43,880 --> 01:21:45,440
It was hard for me

1449
01:21:46,680 --> 01:21:49,880
to find a time and a way to ask

1450
01:21:50,040 --> 01:21:53,840
and talk about the last days,
the last weeks...

1451
01:21:54,200 --> 01:21:55,800
-So...
-Yes?

1452
01:21:56,080 --> 01:21:59,840
...you know a lot of people think
that Dad took his own life.

1453
01:22:00,000 --> 01:22:02,080
ANTONIO FLORES COULD NOT BEAR
HIS MOTHER'S DEATH

1454
01:22:02,240 --> 01:22:05,240
Did you feel, at the time,
that he wanted to head towards death?

1455
01:22:05,400 --> 01:22:07,960
No, although I did see

1456
01:22:08,880 --> 01:22:13,000
an emotional punishment
and a physical punishment,

1457
01:22:13,160 --> 01:22:16,000
but of wanting to forget,

1458
01:22:16,240 --> 01:22:18,440
due to the pain he was feeling.

1459
01:22:19,280 --> 01:22:22,120
And a week later
I told Chirro: "Chirro,

1460
01:22:23,480 --> 01:22:25,320
I can't take it anymore".

1461
01:22:25,480 --> 01:22:26,240
You know?

1462
01:22:26,600 --> 01:22:29,800
"I need at least one day away".

1463
01:22:29,960 --> 01:22:31,400
-And I left.
-And he left.

1464
01:22:31,560 --> 01:22:34,400
It so happened that a few of
Antonio's friends came that day,

1465
01:22:34,560 --> 01:22:37,520
stayed over, and they were the
ones who had to deal with it.

1466
01:22:44,960 --> 01:22:48,320
There is so much fidelity
and loyalty to Dad

1467
01:22:49,000 --> 01:22:50,800
that it's very hard...

1468
01:22:51,480 --> 01:22:53,280
No one tells you

1469
01:22:53,440 --> 01:22:56,360
about his dark side, his shadow.

1470
01:22:57,160 --> 01:23:00,000
That was his struggle with life.

1471
01:23:00,160 --> 01:23:02,680
Not mine nor yours, it was his.

1472
01:23:03,240 --> 01:23:05,480
I would've liked
to ask him so many things...

1473
01:23:06,160 --> 01:23:07,840
-Are you at peace?
-Yes, I am.

1474
01:23:09,440 --> 01:23:10,200
Yes.

1475
01:23:11,520 --> 01:23:14,960
I just had great turmoil
inside myself

1476
01:23:15,120 --> 01:23:17,240
as soon as he died because...

1477
01:23:17,480 --> 01:23:21,240
I reproached myself:
"Why weren't you there?

1478
01:23:21,400 --> 01:23:24,080
If he couldn't be alone
and that day he was alone".

1479
01:23:24,240 --> 01:23:26,480
But I was working,
I was with you...

1480
01:23:26,840 --> 01:23:29,640
Maybe if one of you had
been there that day with him,

1481
01:23:29,800 --> 01:23:31,800
he wouldn't have died that day, but...

1482
01:23:31,960 --> 01:23:35,120
it seems that Dad was
under pressure from death.

1483
01:23:38,240 --> 01:23:41,720
My mother often says:
"Oh, if I'd been in the cabin,

1484
01:23:41,880 --> 01:23:44,480
maybe it wouldn't have happened".

1485
01:23:44,640 --> 01:23:47,280
I say: "Mom, or it would've".

1486
01:23:51,160 --> 01:23:54,160
I think also our elders,

1487
01:23:54,320 --> 01:23:56,680
like my aunt, my mother, everybody,

1488
01:23:58,000 --> 01:24:01,560
at some point they've dealt
with guilt, you know?

1489
01:24:01,720 --> 01:24:02,640
Right.

1490
01:24:03,120 --> 01:24:05,440
I think that, also

1491
01:24:06,240 --> 01:24:07,920
has made it harder,

1492
01:24:09,120 --> 01:24:12,040
to return to those matters,

1493
01:24:12,200 --> 01:24:13,720
to air it all out, hasn't it?

1494
01:24:13,880 --> 01:24:17,200
What must happen, happens,
and we can't blame ourselves...

1495
01:24:17,360 --> 01:24:19,800
And no one is the master
of anyone's destiny,

1496
01:24:19,960 --> 01:24:21,960
I believe we're the masters
of our own destiny.

1497
01:24:22,120 --> 01:24:22,760
Yes.

1498
01:24:23,760 --> 01:24:25,640
And you, of that day...

1499
01:24:25,800 --> 01:24:28,000
I got up on
a normal school day...

1500
01:24:28,560 --> 01:24:30,760
...and my mother said:
"No, you're going

1501
01:24:31,680 --> 01:24:33,480
with my friend to the countryside".

1502
01:24:33,840 --> 01:24:36,640
She said to her friend:
"Don't ask me any questions.

1503
01:24:37,120 --> 01:24:40,960
Don't let her watch TV
or let people see her".

1504
01:24:42,600 --> 01:24:45,120
Chapter 93.

1505
01:24:45,480 --> 01:24:49,120
My first news was my mother
arriving at this friend's house

1506
01:24:49,280 --> 01:24:52,080
and I saw her in black,
with a very grim face.

1507
01:24:52,480 --> 01:24:55,000
She took me to her friend's bedroom

1508
01:24:55,840 --> 01:24:59,520
and she told me...
"Dad has gone to heaven".

1509
01:25:00,040 --> 01:25:02,400
"He died of grief".

1510
01:25:02,560 --> 01:25:05,640
Sure, I was afraid of going through
the grief, the pain, because...

1511
01:25:06,080 --> 01:25:07,920
I thought one could die of grief.

1512
01:25:09,040 --> 01:25:12,400
Fuck, "So I'll have to
die too after him".

1513
01:25:13,160 --> 01:25:14,640
-Right.
-You know?

1514
01:25:14,800 --> 01:25:16,240
"Now it's my turn."

1515
01:25:16,640 --> 01:25:18,840
My mother burst into tears.

1516
01:25:19,320 --> 01:25:21,680
Then I had a window in front of me.

1517
01:25:23,840 --> 01:25:27,600
And I recall seeing my mother
and deciding to say:

1518
01:25:28,040 --> 01:25:31,680
"No, of course I can't
jump out the window. I have to...

1519
01:25:31,960 --> 01:25:34,080
-This person has to feel right.
-Good.

1520
01:25:37,840 --> 01:25:40,640
You've pulled out a thorn
and I think, for everyone...

1521
01:25:40,800 --> 01:25:44,200
you've let him fly away
at last, you know?

1522
01:25:51,720 --> 01:25:54,800
-The box too.
-Yes? I put it all in.

1523
01:25:55,400 --> 01:25:57,240
Alba, what's wrong?

1524
01:26:00,400 --> 01:26:01,600
Stand up, Alba.

1525
01:26:05,040 --> 01:26:06,840
He had a photo of "Ole Ole".

1526
01:26:07,640 --> 01:26:10,040
You won't remember because
you were very small, in the cabin,

1527
01:26:10,560 --> 01:26:12,640
and that photo, when Mom died,

1528
01:26:13,320 --> 01:26:15,040
went further back every day.

1529
01:26:16,200 --> 01:26:18,400
Did you know your dad covered
the living room with photos

1530
01:26:18,560 --> 01:26:19,840
stuck up with tacks?

1531
01:26:20,040 --> 01:26:22,200
-Staples.
-Or staples, yes.

1532
01:26:22,400 --> 01:26:24,720
The photo from the door,

1533
01:26:25,480 --> 01:26:29,040
that fortnight, it went
further and further in,

1534
01:26:29,760 --> 01:26:33,280
until it was on the bedside table.

1535
01:26:34,040 --> 01:26:35,240
And there it stayed.

1536
01:26:35,920 --> 01:26:37,760
And that's where he left.

1537
01:27:05,680 --> 01:27:07,560
I read your autopsy, Dad.

1538
01:27:11,480 --> 01:27:13,080
Your 33 years.

1539
01:27:16,200 --> 01:27:19,440
Your dark hair, your dark eyes.

1540
01:27:22,480 --> 01:27:23,840
Your left hand,

1541
01:27:24,520 --> 01:27:26,080
the one for chords,

1542
01:27:27,360 --> 01:27:29,240
with a plaster splint.

1543
01:27:32,480 --> 01:27:34,240
Frost on your lungs...

1544
01:27:34,840 --> 01:27:36,720
and petechiae in your heart.

1545
01:27:42,120 --> 01:27:43,840
The presence of...

1546
01:27:44,840 --> 01:27:46,880
opiates, cocaine,

1547
01:27:47,040 --> 01:27:49,400
painkillers,
tranquilizers and alcohol.

1548
01:27:52,280 --> 01:27:55,800
And the presence of your pain,
I think.

1549
01:27:58,360 --> 01:28:01,280
A fortnight
of insomnia and mourning.

1550
01:28:02,800 --> 01:28:05,880
Little appetite and little sleep.

1551
01:28:08,400 --> 01:28:11,000
And some ginseng too that night.

1552
01:28:12,200 --> 01:28:13,800
A swim in the pool...

1553
01:28:13,960 --> 01:28:15,920
and a "tomorrow I'll be better".

1554
01:28:19,360 --> 01:28:22,520
Cardio-respiratory arrest.

1555
01:28:24,600 --> 01:28:26,920
Intoxication by drug abuse.

1556
01:28:29,160 --> 01:28:30,760
Accidental death.

1557
01:28:34,680 --> 01:28:36,440
You were found in bed,

1558
01:28:37,360 --> 01:28:38,680
resting,

1559
01:28:39,640 --> 01:28:41,400
as if you were asleep.

1560
01:29:04,280 --> 01:29:07,880
An always beautiful flower

1561
01:29:08,040 --> 01:29:10,080
can be a garden

1562
01:29:10,440 --> 01:29:12,520
full of flowers.

1563
01:29:15,880 --> 01:29:18,760
But no flower is prettier

1564
01:29:18,920 --> 01:29:20,640
than my garden.

1565
01:29:22,800 --> 01:29:24,600
But my father hears it.

1566
01:29:24,760 --> 01:29:27,640
He hears it and shouts like this.

1567
01:29:28,320 --> 01:29:31,760
But I tell him

1568
01:29:31,920 --> 01:29:33,800
no, no, no,

1569
01:29:33,960 --> 01:29:36,160
don't do that to it.

1570
01:29:36,600 --> 01:29:38,040
And he cuts it.

1571
01:29:38,200 --> 01:29:42,200
But then the flower he killed

1572
01:29:42,880 --> 01:29:46,240
is born again.

1573
01:30:14,720 --> 01:30:16,000
Come on, people!

1574
01:30:16,160 --> 01:30:18,800
A unique, special day!

1575
01:30:42,840 --> 01:30:46,680
If I could forget all that I was,

1576
01:30:46,840 --> 01:30:50,560
if I could erase all that I saw,

1577
01:30:50,760 --> 01:30:52,480
I wouldn't hesitate,

1578
01:30:52,800 --> 01:30:56,600
I wouldn't hesitate to laugh again.

1579
01:30:59,000 --> 01:31:02,880
If I could burn the weapons I used,

1580
01:31:03,120 --> 01:31:06,920
if I could restore
the peace I took away,

1581
01:31:07,080 --> 01:31:08,960
I wouldn't hesitate,

1582
01:31:09,120 --> 01:31:13,480
I wouldn't hesitate to laugh again.

1583
01:31:15,280 --> 01:31:18,960
I promise to see the joy

1584
01:31:19,360 --> 01:31:23,320
and learn from the experience,

1585
01:31:23,480 --> 01:31:25,240
but never...

1586
01:31:25,880 --> 01:31:28,680
never again use violence.

1587
01:31:28,840 --> 01:31:30,480
Never again!

1588
01:31:30,880 --> 01:31:34,040
I promise to see the joy

1589
01:31:34,280 --> 01:31:37,640
and learn from the experience,

1590
01:31:37,800 --> 01:31:39,320
but never...

1591
01:31:39,520 --> 01:31:43,000
never again use violence.

1592
01:32:04,720 --> 01:32:08,080
If I could forget all that I was,

1593
01:32:08,240 --> 01:32:11,360
if I could erase all that I saw,

1594
01:32:11,520 --> 01:32:13,080
I wouldn't hesitate,

1595
01:32:13,280 --> 01:32:17,200
I wouldn't hesitate to laugh again.

1596
01:32:18,280 --> 01:32:21,480
I promise to see the joy

1597
01:32:21,680 --> 01:32:24,880
and learn from the experience,

1598
01:32:25,040 --> 01:32:26,520
but never...

1599
01:32:26,680 --> 01:32:30,520
never use violence again.

1600
01:32:31,640 --> 01:32:34,760
I promise to see the joy

1601
01:32:35,080 --> 01:32:38,200
and learn from the experience,

1602
01:32:38,360 --> 01:32:39,840
but never...

1603
01:32:40,000 --> 01:32:42,320
never again use violence.

1604
01:32:42,480 --> 01:32:43,800
Never again!

1605
01:33:08,040 --> 01:33:10,800
-Let's go!
-Come on, everybody!

1606
01:33:10,960 --> 01:33:12,080
Everyone!

1607
01:33:12,400 --> 01:33:14,680
My cousin Elena, my cousin Lola!

1608
01:33:15,040 --> 01:33:17,640
My cousin Jose, my mother!

1609
01:33:24,440 --> 01:33:26,040
Long live my father!

1610
01:33:26,200 --> 01:33:28,360
-Thank you very much.
-Long live Antonio Flores!

1611
01:33:35,360 --> 01:33:36,560
I'm speechless.

1612
01:33:37,240 --> 01:33:39,680
What it feels like to see that...

1613
01:33:39,840 --> 01:33:41,960
Antonio Flores is still so loved

1614
01:33:43,080 --> 01:33:46,560
and is still present for so many people.
Thank you very much.

1615
01:34:17,480 --> 01:34:20,800
A flower is always beautiful

1616
01:34:22,480 --> 01:34:25,000
can be a grand garden

1617
01:34:25,720 --> 01:34:29,040
full of flowers

1618
01:34:29,840 --> 01:34:32,040
growing just for you.

1619
01:34:37,360 --> 01:34:40,760
Now it is silent and withers...

1620
01:34:42,360 --> 01:34:44,680
since you're not here,

1621
01:34:45,440 --> 01:34:48,280
sorrow and frost...

1622
01:34:49,560 --> 01:34:51,720
left us without April.

1623
01:34:51,960 --> 01:34:55,000
From one flower the other is born,

1624
01:34:56,520 --> 01:34:58,600
it doesn't die, it's still there.

1625
01:35:01,000 --> 01:35:04,000
Time passes and then it sprouts,

1626
01:35:04,680 --> 01:35:08,000
life returns to...

1627
01:35:08,640 --> 01:35:10,240
come out.

1628
01:35:11,240 --> 01:35:13,840
I tell him no, no, no, no,

1629
01:35:14,120 --> 01:35:15,840
don't do that to it.

1630
01:35:16,000 --> 01:35:19,000
I tell him no, no, no, no,

1631
01:35:20,120 --> 01:35:22,840
But I tell him no, no, no, no,

1632
01:35:23,040 --> 01:35:24,720
don't do that to it.

1633
01:35:24,880 --> 01:35:27,960
I tell him no, no, no, no.

1634
01:35:38,320 --> 01:35:41,560
Looking for...

1635
01:35:42,080 --> 01:35:44,040
yesterday's door.

1636
01:35:50,360 --> 01:35:53,600
That flower is not the same anymore,

1637
01:35:54,640 --> 01:35:57,200
it's lost its root,

1638
01:35:57,640 --> 01:36:00,840
it looks for the door

1639
01:36:01,560 --> 01:36:03,480
where its garden was.

1640
01:36:03,640 --> 01:36:06,600
From one flower the other is born,

1641
01:36:08,000 --> 01:36:10,400
it doesn't die, it's still there.

1642
01:36:12,200 --> 01:36:15,120
Time passes and then it sprouts,

1643
01:36:15,760 --> 01:36:18,960
life returns to...

1644
01:36:19,440 --> 01:36:21,000
come out.

1645
01:36:21,920 --> 01:36:24,480
But I tell him no, no, no, no,

1646
01:36:24,800 --> 01:36:26,440
don't do that to it.

1647
01:36:26,600 --> 01:36:29,720
Don't do that to it.

1648
01:36:30,720 --> 01:36:33,480
But I tell him no, no, no, no,

1649
01:36:33,640 --> 01:36:35,240
don't do that to it.

1650
01:36:35,400 --> 01:36:38,440
I tell him no, no, no, no.

1651
01:36:48,560 --> 01:36:52,160
Looking for...

1652
01:36:53,080 --> 01:36:54,360
Look for it.

1653
01:36:56,280 --> 01:36:57,480
Look for it.

1654
01:37:08,640 --> 01:37:11,440
But I tell him

1655
01:37:12,160 --> 01:37:13,640
no, no, no,

1656
01:37:13,800 --> 01:37:16,480
don't do that to it.

1657
01:37:16,840 --> 01:37:18,840
And he cuts it.

1658
01:37:19,000 --> 01:37:22,360
But then the flower he killed

1659
01:37:22,720 --> 01:37:25,800
is born again.

1660
01:37:27,200 --> 01:37:28,640
¡Ole!

1661
01:37:34,320 --> 01:37:38,840
That's April, a feeling.

1662
01:37:39,440 --> 01:37:43,760
That's April,
it caresses the wind.

1663
01:37:44,400 --> 01:37:47,480
Moon that brightens the day

1664
01:37:47,640 --> 01:37:52,360
and trusts you with
its faithful secret.

1665
01:37:52,520 --> 01:37:55,240
And that's how April feels.

1666
01:37:57,960 --> 01:38:01,520
That's how April feels.

1667
01:38:02,040 --> 01:38:04,600
That's how April feels.

1668
01:38:06,760 --> 01:38:09,640
Moon that brightens the day

1669
01:38:09,920 --> 01:38:14,200
and trusts you with
its faithful secret.

1670
01:38:14,360 --> 01:38:17,080
That's how April feels.

1671
01:38:20,800 --> 01:38:24,320
That's how April feels.

1672
01:38:26,000 --> 01:38:29,800
That's how April feels.

1673
01:38:35,640 --> 01:38:37,000
Bravo!

1674
01:38:38,440 --> 01:38:40,560
FLOWERS FOR ANTONIO

1675
01:38:41,840 --> 01:38:43,080
Bravo!

1676
01:38:44,720 --> 01:38:46,360
Ole, my Antonio!

1677
01:38:47,320 --> 01:38:49,120
To you, to you!